Saturday, December 26, 2009
G7
Oh My God~
Hotness!!!
G7 definitely rocked the house down.
Yuri is 100% HOT!!!
And Hara~ XD
A whole row of absolutely wonderful songs danced by members of all different girl groups.
AWESOME!!!
Friday, December 25, 2009
Music Bank Christmas Special
Music Bank Christmas Special!
Kara ; Mister
SNSD, f(x) & SHINee ; Gee & Jingle Bell
Girls 4 ; Dance Break & My Ear's Candy
f(x) ; Chu~<3
Champion of 2009 overall K-chart?
GIRLS GENERATION'S GEE!
Kara ; Mister
SNSD, f(x) & SHINee ; Gee & Jingle Bell
Girls 4 ; Dance Break & My Ear's Candy
f(x) ; Chu~<3
Champion of 2009 overall K-chart?
GIRLS GENERATION'S GEE!
Saturday, December 5, 2009
Friday, November 20, 2009
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Non Broadcast Vids of SS501 @ Chocolate
To My Girlfriend & A Song Calling For You
SS501 Interview 1
SS501 Interview 2
SS501 Interview 3
SS501 Interview 1
SS501 Interview 2
SS501 Interview 3
Together Forever
The cold seaside breeze blew past me, making me shiver.
The sounds of the crashing waves were like music to my ears.
Feeling the sand against my feet.
A peaceful calmness engulfed me.
Your hand held mine as we stroll along the beach.
Reminiscing about the times we shared, the memories we held.
I would have never thought that this would be the end.
The end to our relationship, the end of my fairytale.
“I’m sorry…” you whispered.
Slowly, you pulled your hand away, slipping away from me, like sand falling through my fingers.
I wanted to call out to you, but I had no energy left in me.
Weak in the knees, I collapsed onto the sandy beach.
Crying to myself.
Thinking of all the possibilities that might have led to this.
I cried that night, alone, on the beach.
I cried all my sorrows away, I cried my soul away.
You were the reason for my happiness, the reason I fought hard against all odds to make it to where I am today.
But the minute you left me, my hopes, my dreams …. my everything, they all left with you.
Memories of us together played like a video without sound.
Those memories that I have held on to, those memories I treasured.
Gaining up enough strength, I got up onto my feet and made my way home.
A home, that would never be the same again.
The house seemed darker and lonelier.
There was absolute silence.
All your stuff cleared off the table tops, pictures of us together were placed face down.
Making my way into the room, I opened the cupboard and found all your clothes gone….
The only thing left as a memory of you in there, was the tuxedo that you were due to wear a week later for our wedding.
Taking it off its rack, I held it close to me.
Taking in what was left of your scent.
Tears rolled down my cheeks.
You left without a warning; you just up and out on me.
I explored the house once again, like the first time you had brought me here.
Tracing my fingers against the table tops that once held your belongings, reminiscing about the nights we had spent standing on the balcony enjoying each others company.
I could not believe the fate that has befallen me.
Falling backwards onto the bed, I starred at the empty ceiling above.
You promised me to paint it black and to stick glow in the dark stars on so I would be able to watch them as I sleep.
Slowly feeling drowsy, sleep was going to overcome me when the doorbell rang.
Wiping the tears off my cheeks, I dragged my feet towards the door.
Pushing the door open, there you stood, dressed in a white tuxedo, smiling back at me.
Reaching out to touch you, you caught my hand.
And that was when you disappeared.
I was only hallucinating.
Standing there was not you, but the delivery boy.
He had the wrong address.
I slammed the door shut behind me.
Sighing, I took in three deep breaths and told myself that I had to move on.
Determined, I marched into the bathroom and washed up.
I confess, I did cry in the bath but that was it.
I was a new person after I came out.
Getting into bed, I told myself that it would be a whole new day tomorrow.
And a new day means a new starting, a new chapter.
[5 weeks later]
“His heart is failing him, he doesn’t have long to live”
Those words hit me like a ton of bricks.
I was unable to digest those words, it just hung there.
Could it be true?
Was that why you took the decision to leave me?
How could I have not known….
How could I be so unobservant, so insensitive ….
How could I let you suffer alone ….
Leaving whatever I was doing behind, I ran out of the building, into the rain, towards the hospital
I will not let you suffer like this!
I will not let you leave me!
Drenched, I burst into the hospital, rushing towards your ward.
I slowed down as your ward came into view.
I was not ready, I wasn’t sure what to say or to do.
Placing my hand onto the doorknob, I slowly turned it and as it inched its way open I closed my eyes.
I did not want to see you in pain; I did not want to see you suffer.
But as you called out my name, all my fears fade away.
Slowly opening my eyes, I saw you sitting on the bed, pale in the face, weak and fragile.
I cringed as I saw the many tubes jabbing into you.
Mustering up all my courage, I moved forward, slowly getting closer to you.
You smiled at me and I felt my heart beat faster.
I never did realize how much I missed that smile of yours.
I reached out and held your hand in mine.
We sat there in silence, starring into each others eyes.
The silence bearing a hundred thousand things I wanted to tell you.
But I knew you understood it all as I softly whispered to you those three words.
“I love you”
You opened your mouth wanting to say something, but you started to cough.
Panicked, I reached out to pour you a glass of water before handing it to you.
Without a word, you obediently drank the whole glass.
“Thanks” you managed.
I smiled in reply.
You gently patted your bed, indicating for me to sit down.
You held my hand in yours, warmth flowing into me.
“Why did you come back…”
“I won’t leave you here to suffer alone. I promised you, I will be there for you no matter what”
“I don’t want you to see me like this, I want you to remember me as I was and not as I am now…”
I shook my head vigorously, I strongly disagreed with you.
Tears were once again streaming down my cheeks.
“No, you are still who you are. To me, you are the same, you are still the loving, caring, kind, and loyal guy that I know and that is how you will remain to me”
A tear trickled down your cheek and you mouthed the words thank you to me.
I couldn’t bear it anymore, I leaned in and hugged you tight.
Not wanting to let you leave me, I grasped on tight.
“I love you, I always will” you whispered to me.
I pulled back, and stared deep into your eyes.
Slowly, I leaned in and gently planted a kiss on your lips.
That was the last time I saw you blush, and that was also the last time I saw you smile.
Your eyelids slowly started to close.
Not wanting to let you go, I called you back.
“Oppa!”
Like a jolt of life, your eyes reopened.
“Don’t go to sleep so soon, I have loads of things to tell you”
Smiling, you nodded, motioning for me to continue.
“Well, firstly, I’ve gotten a job at the firm and am doing really well now….”
“Oh, and guess what! You remember that girl from our science class back then? She’s working there too!”
I continued talking to you without stopping for the next half an hour.
But no matter what, it could not last forever, it was time, you had to leave.
Slowly, your eyelids started to droop.
Tears welled up in my eyes as I felt life slip out of you…
But I did not stop, I continued talking to you.
The machine showed that you no longer had a pulse in you.
Not long later, nurses and doctors came rushing in.
I was pushed right out of your ward, only allowed to watch from the outside.
They jolted you again and again.
But you showed no response.
As I looked at the glass, I could see your reflection beside mine.
That was when I know, you have left me forever.
You smiled at me, and whispered a soft I love you forever before disappearing… forever.
[A week later]
Once again, I stroll along the beach.
The crashing waves and the feeling of the sand against my feet brought back memories.
This time, I was strolling alone.
Nobody by my side, just me, myself and I.
Spreading my arms wide, I let the cold breeze blow against me.
I felt free and light.
Strolling back to where you left me, I sat down starring out at the vast ocean.
The image of the setting sun registered into my mind.
Smiling to myself, I picked up a handful of sand and let it fall through my fingers.
“Oppa ah…. You’re in a better place now, right? Do you miss me? I know I do….”
“But, I won’t waste the rest of my life. I’ll do as you told me and move on. Keeping you in my memories and in my heart”
“You’ll always be mine…. forever”
The sounds of the crashing waves were like music to my ears.
Feeling the sand against my feet.
A peaceful calmness engulfed me.
Your hand held mine as we stroll along the beach.
Reminiscing about the times we shared, the memories we held.
I would have never thought that this would be the end.
The end to our relationship, the end of my fairytale.
“I’m sorry…” you whispered.
Slowly, you pulled your hand away, slipping away from me, like sand falling through my fingers.
I wanted to call out to you, but I had no energy left in me.
Weak in the knees, I collapsed onto the sandy beach.
Crying to myself.
Thinking of all the possibilities that might have led to this.
I cried that night, alone, on the beach.
I cried all my sorrows away, I cried my soul away.
You were the reason for my happiness, the reason I fought hard against all odds to make it to where I am today.
But the minute you left me, my hopes, my dreams …. my everything, they all left with you.
Memories of us together played like a video without sound.
Those memories that I have held on to, those memories I treasured.
Gaining up enough strength, I got up onto my feet and made my way home.
A home, that would never be the same again.
The house seemed darker and lonelier.
There was absolute silence.
All your stuff cleared off the table tops, pictures of us together were placed face down.
Making my way into the room, I opened the cupboard and found all your clothes gone….
The only thing left as a memory of you in there, was the tuxedo that you were due to wear a week later for our wedding.
Taking it off its rack, I held it close to me.
Taking in what was left of your scent.
Tears rolled down my cheeks.
You left without a warning; you just up and out on me.
I explored the house once again, like the first time you had brought me here.
Tracing my fingers against the table tops that once held your belongings, reminiscing about the nights we had spent standing on the balcony enjoying each others company.
I could not believe the fate that has befallen me.
Falling backwards onto the bed, I starred at the empty ceiling above.
You promised me to paint it black and to stick glow in the dark stars on so I would be able to watch them as I sleep.
Slowly feeling drowsy, sleep was going to overcome me when the doorbell rang.
Wiping the tears off my cheeks, I dragged my feet towards the door.
Pushing the door open, there you stood, dressed in a white tuxedo, smiling back at me.
Reaching out to touch you, you caught my hand.
And that was when you disappeared.
I was only hallucinating.
Standing there was not you, but the delivery boy.
He had the wrong address.
I slammed the door shut behind me.
Sighing, I took in three deep breaths and told myself that I had to move on.
Determined, I marched into the bathroom and washed up.
I confess, I did cry in the bath but that was it.
I was a new person after I came out.
Getting into bed, I told myself that it would be a whole new day tomorrow.
And a new day means a new starting, a new chapter.
[5 weeks later]
“His heart is failing him, he doesn’t have long to live”
Those words hit me like a ton of bricks.
I was unable to digest those words, it just hung there.
Could it be true?
Was that why you took the decision to leave me?
How could I have not known….
How could I be so unobservant, so insensitive ….
How could I let you suffer alone ….
Leaving whatever I was doing behind, I ran out of the building, into the rain, towards the hospital
I will not let you suffer like this!
I will not let you leave me!
Drenched, I burst into the hospital, rushing towards your ward.
I slowed down as your ward came into view.
I was not ready, I wasn’t sure what to say or to do.
Placing my hand onto the doorknob, I slowly turned it and as it inched its way open I closed my eyes.
I did not want to see you in pain; I did not want to see you suffer.
But as you called out my name, all my fears fade away.
Slowly opening my eyes, I saw you sitting on the bed, pale in the face, weak and fragile.
I cringed as I saw the many tubes jabbing into you.
Mustering up all my courage, I moved forward, slowly getting closer to you.
You smiled at me and I felt my heart beat faster.
I never did realize how much I missed that smile of yours.
I reached out and held your hand in mine.
We sat there in silence, starring into each others eyes.
The silence bearing a hundred thousand things I wanted to tell you.
But I knew you understood it all as I softly whispered to you those three words.
“I love you”
You opened your mouth wanting to say something, but you started to cough.
Panicked, I reached out to pour you a glass of water before handing it to you.
Without a word, you obediently drank the whole glass.
“Thanks” you managed.
I smiled in reply.
You gently patted your bed, indicating for me to sit down.
You held my hand in yours, warmth flowing into me.
“Why did you come back…”
“I won’t leave you here to suffer alone. I promised you, I will be there for you no matter what”
“I don’t want you to see me like this, I want you to remember me as I was and not as I am now…”
I shook my head vigorously, I strongly disagreed with you.
Tears were once again streaming down my cheeks.
“No, you are still who you are. To me, you are the same, you are still the loving, caring, kind, and loyal guy that I know and that is how you will remain to me”
A tear trickled down your cheek and you mouthed the words thank you to me.
I couldn’t bear it anymore, I leaned in and hugged you tight.
Not wanting to let you leave me, I grasped on tight.
“I love you, I always will” you whispered to me.
I pulled back, and stared deep into your eyes.
Slowly, I leaned in and gently planted a kiss on your lips.
That was the last time I saw you blush, and that was also the last time I saw you smile.
Your eyelids slowly started to close.
Not wanting to let you go, I called you back.
“Oppa!”
Like a jolt of life, your eyes reopened.
“Don’t go to sleep so soon, I have loads of things to tell you”
Smiling, you nodded, motioning for me to continue.
“Well, firstly, I’ve gotten a job at the firm and am doing really well now….”
“Oh, and guess what! You remember that girl from our science class back then? She’s working there too!”
I continued talking to you without stopping for the next half an hour.
But no matter what, it could not last forever, it was time, you had to leave.
Slowly, your eyelids started to droop.
Tears welled up in my eyes as I felt life slip out of you…
But I did not stop, I continued talking to you.
The machine showed that you no longer had a pulse in you.
Not long later, nurses and doctors came rushing in.
I was pushed right out of your ward, only allowed to watch from the outside.
They jolted you again and again.
But you showed no response.
As I looked at the glass, I could see your reflection beside mine.
That was when I know, you have left me forever.
You smiled at me, and whispered a soft I love you forever before disappearing… forever.
[A week later]
Once again, I stroll along the beach.
The crashing waves and the feeling of the sand against my feet brought back memories.
This time, I was strolling alone.
Nobody by my side, just me, myself and I.
Spreading my arms wide, I let the cold breeze blow against me.
I felt free and light.
Strolling back to where you left me, I sat down starring out at the vast ocean.
The image of the setting sun registered into my mind.
Smiling to myself, I picked up a handful of sand and let it fall through my fingers.
“Oppa ah…. You’re in a better place now, right? Do you miss me? I know I do….”
“But, I won’t waste the rest of my life. I’ll do as you told me and move on. Keeping you in my memories and in my heart”
“You’ll always be mine…. forever”
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Rebirth Limited Edition
Weee~~~
Super happy today!
My limited edition Rebirth album has finally arrived!!!
Gomawo Patricia unnie!! *hugs hugs*
Singapore's postal service is so efficient.
They estimated it to arrive in eight days but it arrived in six instead.
Whereas, as for here, my package is still in the stupid post office!!! *Curses*
Anyways, the pictures are hot, Hot and HOT!
The poster is absolutely awesome too.
Gahhh.... so happy~ so happy~
I'm on cloud 501! XD
Anyways, here are the pictures!
Enjoy~
Super happy today!
My limited edition Rebirth album has finally arrived!!!
Gomawo Patricia unnie!! *hugs hugs*
Singapore's postal service is so efficient.
They estimated it to arrive in eight days but it arrived in six instead.
Whereas, as for here, my package is still in the stupid post office!!! *Curses*
Anyways, the pictures are hot, Hot and HOT!
The poster is absolutely awesome too.
Gahhh.... so happy~ so happy~
I'm on cloud 501! XD
Anyways, here are the pictures!
Enjoy~
Sunday, November 1, 2009
SS501 Love Like This @ Inkigayo 2nd week
I don't believe it but SHINee won again.
I seriously find that elastic puh-lastic song to be super annoying.
ARGHHH...
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Friday, October 30, 2009
Love Like This @ Music Bank
I can't believe they lost just because of number of MV views and audience!
The MV just came out today!
And 300 over TS couldn't make it into the studio.
WTF is that.
So they get 0 for that?
Ridiculous!
There are 300 over TS outside!
Go count... damn....
*Never liked the song Ring Ding Dong, it's annoying.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
SS501 ; Rebirth ; Green Pea & Love Like This
Credits: DSP Media + (English Translation) Feissy@Quainte501
Green Peas
Lyrics by: SS501
Composed by: Steven Lee
Arranged by: Steven Lee
One summer, in my eyes
Shines a green star, You
We, to each other, our love blossomed
Like the stars in the night sky
Sparkling green star
That look is so very lovely
And every one of the moments that we’re together
And every one of the promises that we made
Also, every hour that we’re together
All of it
Forever, we will hold on to
Chorus
I want to become a star
Wherever on this earth
No matter at what time
(I want to) shine for you all
24/7 from Monday to Sunday night
Together with us, (you) will be happy
And as I cry
And as I laugh
None other than you, always at my side
And whoever can say whatever (they want)
Unchanging, one and the same
Our love will be together forever
Always, like sparkling stars
In all the time that we are together
Will shine even more brightly
Forever
Precious green star
My love
Chorus
I want to become a star
Wherever on this earth
No matter at what time
(I want to) shine for you all
24/7 from Monday to Sunday night
Together with us, (you) will be happy
(All of you) your love, thank you
We swear we love you
All for you
Chorus
I want to become a star
Wherever on this earth
No matter at what time
(I want to) shine for you all
24/7 from Monday to Sunday night
Together with us, (you) will be happy
High up in the sky, no matter where you all are
No matter at what time
(I want to) shine for you all
24/7 from Monday to Sunday night
Together with us, (you) will be happy
Together with us
Will be happy
------
Love Like This (To Me)
Lyrics by : Park Hae In
Composed by: Steven Lee, Sean Alexander, Drew Ryan Scott
Arranged by: Steven Lee, Sean Alexander, Drew Ryan Scott
Narration: Love like this~
Verse 1
Hyung Jun:
Hey girl, now I show you
Stop your heart
Won’t you, my girl (my girl)
Jung Min:
Always hesitant, you are really a fool
Really a fool
Oh~ Talk to me
Kyu Jong:
Why, you don’t know
You don’t know me
I wish that you will take away my whole heart
Young Saeng:
(I have) no hesitation
No trembling (not nervous) My love!
Chorus
Love, come to me. You, like this
So Love, waiting for you girl
True Love, approach (me). You, like this
One Love, you, me, you come to me.
Verse 2
Jung Min:
Hey Girl! Today of all days, you look prettier
My heart’s key ~ Owner (is) none other than you Girl ~
Hyun Joong:
If (I) recall, I am very nervous
Precious you, none other than you, my Baby Baby
Hyung Jun:
Why, don’t you know
You don’t know me
I wish that you will take away my whole heart
Young Saeng:
I don’t need another
I only wish for Your Love!
Chorus
Love, come to me. You, like this
So Love, waiting for you girl
True Love, approach (me). You, like this
One Love, you, me, you come to me.
Love, come to me. You, like this
So Love, waiting for you girl
True Love, approach (me). You, like this
One Love, you, me, you come to me
Bridge
Hyun Joong: I need you
Jung Min: You need me
Kyu Jong: We will eventually be together
Hyung Jun: Don’t hesitate, follow me only
Young Saeng: Now~~~ Yeah~
Green Peas
Lyrics by: SS501
Composed by: Steven Lee
Arranged by: Steven Lee
One summer, in my eyes
Shines a green star, You
We, to each other, our love blossomed
Like the stars in the night sky
Sparkling green star
That look is so very lovely
And every one of the moments that we’re together
And every one of the promises that we made
Also, every hour that we’re together
All of it
Forever, we will hold on to
Chorus
I want to become a star
Wherever on this earth
No matter at what time
(I want to) shine for you all
24/7 from Monday to Sunday night
Together with us, (you) will be happy
And as I cry
And as I laugh
None other than you, always at my side
And whoever can say whatever (they want)
Unchanging, one and the same
Our love will be together forever
Always, like sparkling stars
In all the time that we are together
Will shine even more brightly
Forever
Precious green star
My love
Chorus
I want to become a star
Wherever on this earth
No matter at what time
(I want to) shine for you all
24/7 from Monday to Sunday night
Together with us, (you) will be happy
(All of you) your love, thank you
We swear we love you
All for you
Chorus
I want to become a star
Wherever on this earth
No matter at what time
(I want to) shine for you all
24/7 from Monday to Sunday night
Together with us, (you) will be happy
High up in the sky, no matter where you all are
No matter at what time
(I want to) shine for you all
24/7 from Monday to Sunday night
Together with us, (you) will be happy
Together with us
Will be happy
------
Love Like This (To Me)
Lyrics by : Park Hae In
Composed by: Steven Lee, Sean Alexander, Drew Ryan Scott
Arranged by: Steven Lee, Sean Alexander, Drew Ryan Scott
Narration: Love like this~
Verse 1
Hyung Jun:
Hey girl, now I show you
Stop your heart
Won’t you, my girl (my girl)
Jung Min:
Always hesitant, you are really a fool
Really a fool
Oh~ Talk to me
Kyu Jong:
Why, you don’t know
You don’t know me
I wish that you will take away my whole heart
Young Saeng:
(I have) no hesitation
No trembling (not nervous) My love!
Chorus
Love, come to me. You, like this
So Love, waiting for you girl
True Love, approach (me). You, like this
One Love, you, me, you come to me.
Verse 2
Jung Min:
Hey Girl! Today of all days, you look prettier
My heart’s key ~ Owner (is) none other than you Girl ~
Hyun Joong:
If (I) recall, I am very nervous
Precious you, none other than you, my Baby Baby
Hyung Jun:
Why, don’t you know
You don’t know me
I wish that you will take away my whole heart
Young Saeng:
I don’t need another
I only wish for Your Love!
Chorus
Love, come to me. You, like this
So Love, waiting for you girl
True Love, approach (me). You, like this
One Love, you, me, you come to me.
Love, come to me. You, like this
So Love, waiting for you girl
True Love, approach (me). You, like this
One Love, you, me, you come to me
Bridge
Hyun Joong: I need you
Jung Min: You need me
Kyu Jong: We will eventually be together
Hyung Jun: Don’t hesitate, follow me only
Young Saeng: Now~~~ Yeah~
Thursday, October 15, 2009
SS501 ; Rebirth
SS501's comeback is coming!
It's on the 20th of this month.
A mini album titled ; Rebirth
Anticipating it!!!!
Oh, and if you look closer, you can see that the album cover's photoshop art is jumbled
; Kyu Jong is stepping on Young Saeng's feet! XP
P.S ; Thankies Pat unnie!
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Hottest Flash Mob in support of a 7 member 2PM
Hottest (2PM official fanbase) flash mob of Again & Again in support of a 7 member 2PM group and not a 6 member group.
*Flash mob - A group of people would suddenly gather together and perform something, and disperse after it's done like nothing happened.
With the video, a message was included ;
First of all.... laugh, Jay, laugh at us!! Hahahah!
We support 2PM with all its 7 members: Jaebeom, Nichkhun, Junsu, Taecyeon, Wooyoung, Junho, Chansung. 7 = 1.
If the pageviews of this one is good, we might do Part 2 of flash mob =)
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I hope after watching this video, and noticing all the hardwork that has been put in by fellow Hottest, JaeBeom would forgive himself and return once again to the entertain world and rejoin his brothers in 2PM.
A seven member group, for now, and forever.
Yoona for Innisfree
I have nothing much to update about,
So, I've come across this article on YoonA having a CF entitled Innisfree.
And the pictures look wonderful.
Natural look, smooth skin, perfect complexion, beautiful smile.
So, I couldn't resist but to share the pictures (only two so far)
So, I've come across this article on YoonA having a CF entitled Innisfree.
And the pictures look wonderful.
Natural look, smooth skin, perfect complexion, beautiful smile.
So, I couldn't resist but to share the pictures (only two so far)
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Kim Hyun Joong diagnosed with swine flu
SS501 leader and Boys Over Flowers star, Kim Hyun Joong, has been diagnosed with swine flu. The singer turned actor was in Japan to promote his hit drama series over the weekend, from 5 - 6th September. During the promotions, he had shown signs of a fever and a headache, which caused him to miss his activities on the 6th.
A representative from DSP Media gave a formal statement saying, "Kim Hyun Joong was scheduled for a flight, at 12pm on the 7th of September, he had passed through immigration without any problems but later in the afternoon, due to a sudden change to his health, he was taken to the emergency room instead."
While in the ER, it was diagnosed that the star had swine flu, and the representative says that the star is being treated but has to remain under further observation for more tests, causing him to remain in Japan. Kim Hyun Joong's manager has been sent to the hospital to check on the matter and will inform the public with more details when available. It's not known whether his SS501 members and the other F4 cast were tested for symptoms of H1N1 upon arrival in Korea.
Credits to allkpop
Let's all pray for leader to get better.
And that the other boys are healthy too...
Friday, September 4, 2009
Autographs
Fahrenheit Autographed 3rd Album
S.H.E Autographed Play Album
Daniel Lee's Autographed 1st Single ; Mimpi
Daniel Lee's Autographed Self Titled Album
FT Island's Autographed 4R photoThis are all my autographed merchandise.
Add the SS501 autographed Solo Album in the post below too.
XD
SUPER EXCITED
Hello everybody!
I am super excited now!!!
I love Eilyn!
Like SUPER EXTREMELY LOVE HER!
XD
Reasons?
1. She willingly went to SS501's auto session in One World hotel, KL for me!
2. She waited in line at the hot carpark for the auto session to start!
3. She bought me the album as a christmas gift!
4. She got me baby's autograph (Kyu would have been better, but it's all the same! Baby is part of DoubleS! XD)
5. She got baby to write my name on the album! (although it's fading now because of the senseless using of whiteboard markers that were supplied by Warner Music and not permanent markers)
6. She made my day! XD
And another reason I'm excited and happy is that....
Pat unnie's package to me finally arrived.
What the package consisted of?
1. SS501's Solo Collection Album (expected)
2. SS501's cut out from a magazine (expected)
3. A necklace with the initial K (totally unexpected!!!)
Gomawo unnie!
Why K you ask?
Well, let's just say, it stands for two people's name. XD
And anyways, let the pictures do the talking!
Baby's Autograph! XD Before it started to fade.
*I still ain't over One World hotel's stupid action of supplying whiteboard markers.
The album and whatever is in it. *I see Kyu! XD
Package from Pat unnie that arrived today!
My first SS501 album ; SS501 Solo Collection Album
The K initial necklace that Pat unnie unxpectedly bought for me. XD
Gomawo unnie!
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Two Shot
Special Story : We Were Destined To Be (Part 2)
Kim Kyu Jong & Lee Kyo Wen
******************************************************************************
“Good morning, how may I help you?”
“I’ll like to have a Java Chip to go, please”
“A Java Chip to go, alright. Anything else?”
“No, that would be all”
“Okay, that would be a total of eleven sixty, please collect your drink at the other counter. Thank you”
I smiled at the women and she proceeded over to the other counter.
“Nuna!”
I looked up at the person and a smile spread across my face.
“Hong Gi-shi, what are you doing here?”
“Omma and appa went out for a lunch date with some people so I’m left to feed myself. And that was when I thought of my dear nuna whom was working today”
“Ah, so you’re trying to hit up a free meal?” I chuckled at my little brother’s cheekiness.
“Well, of course it would be wonderful if someone is willing to pay for my meal” he grinned.
“Okay, okay, I get it. Order whatever you want”
“Yay! Nuna, you’re the best!”
I smiled and he happily looked through the menu.
“So, what would you like to have?” I asked after a few minutes.
“Can I not order here and instead you give me money to go buy something else to eat?” he pleaded.
“Why?”
“Cause I don’t feel like having anything on the menu”
“Aish, fine”
I reached into my pocket and pulled my wallet out.
Checking to see how much money I have, I pulled out a fifty and gave it to him.
“I love you nuna!”
He then ran out of the café’.
“Kyo Wen-ah, you are going to spoil him”
“Ah, So Min, you’re here”
“I’ve been here for a few minutes now, you just did not notice me”
“Awww...I’m sorry”
“You’d better be” she joked.
I chuckled and we got back to work.
“Good morning, how may I help you?”
I looked up and almost screamed.
“Ah, it’s you!”
“Kyu oppa, what are you doing here?”
“Kyu oppa?”
“Oh, sorry. I kind of prefer calling you that but it’s okay if you don’t like it, I can call you Kyu Jong oppa”
“No, it’s fine. It’s cute actually”
He smiled at me and I blushed.
“So, how may I help you?”
“I’ll have a cup of ice blended chocolate”
“A cup of ice blended chocolate, anything else?”
“No, that’s all”
“Okay, would you like whip cream with that?”
“Sure”
“Okay, that would be twelve fifty, please collect your drink at the next counter. Thank you”
“Thanks Kyo Wen” he then walked away towards the other counter.
Wait, how did he know my name!
“Kyu oppa!” I called.
He turned around and strolled back.
“Yeah?”
“How did you know my name?”
He looked at me funny then pointed to my name tag.
“Oh....” I felt so stupid.
Why do I always humiliate myself in front of him.
He let out a soft chuckle before walking back towards the counter.
I quickly made my way into the staff’s room and bumped into So Min.
“Kyo Wen, are you okay? You’re all red in the face” she placed her palm against my forehead to see if I was running a fever.
“No, I’m fine” I pushed her hand away.
“Are you sure?”
“Yeah”
The door then suddenly opened and our manager popped his head in.
“Kyo Wen-ah, there’s a guy looking for you up front” he informed.
“A guy?”
Could it be Hong Gi?
Worried that he might be in trouble, I quickly made my way back out.
“Hong Gi-shi....” I stopped as I saw Kyu Jong standing there instead.
“Kyu oppa?” I asked, shocked.
“Could you spare me a minute?”
“Yeah, sure”
I followed him to a quiet spot of the café’ and sat down beside him.
“So, what is it you want to talk about?”
He turned to look at me and my heart skip a beat.
“Kyo Wen-shi, I know you don’t really know me and all but I’d really like to get to know you better” he started.
“So, I was thinking, maybe we could exchange numbers and maybe hang out some time?”
I starred at him, dumbfounded.
“Kyo Wen-shi?” he waved his hand in front of my face and I snapped out of my trance.
“Oh, yeah, sure. Hand me your phone”
He pulled his phone out of his pocket and handed it over to me.
I flipped it open and saved my number into his phonebook before pressing the call button.
As soon as I heard my phone ring, I ended the call.
“Here” I handed him his phone back and pulled mine out of my pocket.
Saving his number into my phone I smiled at him.
“I’ll be seeing you around then” I quipped with a cheerful smile.
“I guess you will” he replied.
“Oh yeah, Kyu oppa...”
“Yeah?”
“I have a friend that really likes you. So, maybe we could meet up sometime?”
“Sure, why not”
“Great, I’ll call you then”
I bid him goodbye and got back to work.
As I work I had his image floating in my mind.
It was like I was addicted to him.
I couldn’t stop thinking about him.
His warm smiles, the way he pushed his fringe out of his face.
I spaced out into a world of my own until I heard someone calling my name.
“Kyo Wen!”
“Ah, yeah?” I asked, dazed.
“What’s with you today?”
“Oh, nothing”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes, So Min. I’m sure that I’m perfectly sane and healthy”
“Well, your shift is over now. So if you feel sick or anything remember to visit the doctor, okay?”
“Yes, mummy” I teased.
“Aish, I’m not your mummy!”
She hit me on the head lightly and I laughed.
“I’ll be going now, bye!” I called out to her.
“Be safe!”
“I will!”
As I left the café’ my phone beeped.
15/6/09 3.00p.m
; Kyu
Wen ah, are you free tonight?
-End Text-
15/6/09 3.00p.m
; Kyo Wen
Yeah, I am. Why?
-End Text-
15/6/09 3.01p.m
; Kyu
I was thinking maybe we could meet up at the beach? It’s been a long time since I last went.
-End Text-
15/6/09 3.01p.m
; Kyo Wen
Sure, I’ll see you there at seven,okay?
-End Text-
15/6/09 3.01p.m
; Kyu
Seven it is.
-End Text-
A smile spread across my face.
I did not know why I was feeling so happy but I wasn’t complaining.
[Later at night | Beach | Kyo Wen’s P.O.V]
I reached at seven sharp and called Kyu Jong to see where he was.
“Hello?”
“Kyu oppa? It’s Kyo Wen”
“Wen? Where are you?”
“I’m at the beach, what about you?”
“I’m at the beach house”
“Oh, okay. I’ll come look for you now”
“Okay, be careful”
I then hung up.
Making my way down to the beach I then strolled over to the beach house.
It was really dark and I was afraid of losing my footing.
“Kyu oppa, where are you?”
I wandered around in the darkness looking for Kyu Jong.
“Kyu oppa?”
My fear of the dark then came creeping to me and I started to shudder.
“Kyu oppa, where are you?” I whimpered.
I then saw a soft glow of light coming from the back room.
Relieved, I quickly made my way into the room.
There in the middle of the room was a table all set up ready for a candle light dinner.
I looked around in search for Kyu Jong but he was no where in sight.
Strolling over to the table I then saw a letter with my name on it on the table.
I picked it up and opened it.
Pulling out the letter, I then scanned through it’s contents.
Kyo Wen,
I know we haven’t known each other for long. Only a day and a half but it feels like I’ve known you for a lifetime. The feeling of comfort that I get when I’m around you and the feeling of warmth that washes over me when you smile is all that I could think of. The moment I laid my eyes on you I had the feeling that you were the one for me. Bumping into you after that had made me realize how much we are destined to be together. So, now here I am, writing you this letter with this one question in my mind. Will you go out with me?
-End Letter-
Tears of joy rolled down my cheek as I finished the letter.
I have never fallen in love before, but this feeling of happiness and joy must mean that I’m in love.
Every time I see Kyu Jong I would blush, my heart beat would become rapid and I never fail to smile.
Suddenly, I felt a pair of arms wrap itself around my waist.
“Will you go out with me” he whispered into my ear.
I smiled and whispered a yes.
I had to admit that I never thought my first love would be someone that I’ve only known for a day and a half but it felt so right.
I turned around and faced Kyu Jong.
Starring into his eyes, I felt myself grow more in love with him.
Slowly, we closed the space between us and I felt his lips on mine.
Nothing could ever be as perfect as that very moment.
Maybe we really were destined to be together....
-End-
Kim Kyu Jong & Lee Kyo Wen
******************************************************************************
“Good morning, how may I help you?”
“I’ll like to have a Java Chip to go, please”
“A Java Chip to go, alright. Anything else?”
“No, that would be all”
“Okay, that would be a total of eleven sixty, please collect your drink at the other counter. Thank you”
I smiled at the women and she proceeded over to the other counter.
“Nuna!”
I looked up at the person and a smile spread across my face.
“Hong Gi-shi, what are you doing here?”
“Omma and appa went out for a lunch date with some people so I’m left to feed myself. And that was when I thought of my dear nuna whom was working today”
“Ah, so you’re trying to hit up a free meal?” I chuckled at my little brother’s cheekiness.
“Well, of course it would be wonderful if someone is willing to pay for my meal” he grinned.
“Okay, okay, I get it. Order whatever you want”
“Yay! Nuna, you’re the best!”
I smiled and he happily looked through the menu.
“So, what would you like to have?” I asked after a few minutes.
“Can I not order here and instead you give me money to go buy something else to eat?” he pleaded.
“Why?”
“Cause I don’t feel like having anything on the menu”
“Aish, fine”
I reached into my pocket and pulled my wallet out.
Checking to see how much money I have, I pulled out a fifty and gave it to him.
“I love you nuna!”
He then ran out of the café’.
“Kyo Wen-ah, you are going to spoil him”
“Ah, So Min, you’re here”
“I’ve been here for a few minutes now, you just did not notice me”
“Awww...I’m sorry”
“You’d better be” she joked.
I chuckled and we got back to work.
“Good morning, how may I help you?”
I looked up and almost screamed.
“Ah, it’s you!”
“Kyu oppa, what are you doing here?”
“Kyu oppa?”
“Oh, sorry. I kind of prefer calling you that but it’s okay if you don’t like it, I can call you Kyu Jong oppa”
“No, it’s fine. It’s cute actually”
He smiled at me and I blushed.
“So, how may I help you?”
“I’ll have a cup of ice blended chocolate”
“A cup of ice blended chocolate, anything else?”
“No, that’s all”
“Okay, would you like whip cream with that?”
“Sure”
“Okay, that would be twelve fifty, please collect your drink at the next counter. Thank you”
“Thanks Kyo Wen” he then walked away towards the other counter.
Wait, how did he know my name!
“Kyu oppa!” I called.
He turned around and strolled back.
“Yeah?”
“How did you know my name?”
He looked at me funny then pointed to my name tag.
“Oh....” I felt so stupid.
Why do I always humiliate myself in front of him.
He let out a soft chuckle before walking back towards the counter.
I quickly made my way into the staff’s room and bumped into So Min.
“Kyo Wen, are you okay? You’re all red in the face” she placed her palm against my forehead to see if I was running a fever.
“No, I’m fine” I pushed her hand away.
“Are you sure?”
“Yeah”
The door then suddenly opened and our manager popped his head in.
“Kyo Wen-ah, there’s a guy looking for you up front” he informed.
“A guy?”
Could it be Hong Gi?
Worried that he might be in trouble, I quickly made my way back out.
“Hong Gi-shi....” I stopped as I saw Kyu Jong standing there instead.
“Kyu oppa?” I asked, shocked.
“Could you spare me a minute?”
“Yeah, sure”
I followed him to a quiet spot of the café’ and sat down beside him.
“So, what is it you want to talk about?”
He turned to look at me and my heart skip a beat.
“Kyo Wen-shi, I know you don’t really know me and all but I’d really like to get to know you better” he started.
“So, I was thinking, maybe we could exchange numbers and maybe hang out some time?”
I starred at him, dumbfounded.
“Kyo Wen-shi?” he waved his hand in front of my face and I snapped out of my trance.
“Oh, yeah, sure. Hand me your phone”
He pulled his phone out of his pocket and handed it over to me.
I flipped it open and saved my number into his phonebook before pressing the call button.
As soon as I heard my phone ring, I ended the call.
“Here” I handed him his phone back and pulled mine out of my pocket.
Saving his number into my phone I smiled at him.
“I’ll be seeing you around then” I quipped with a cheerful smile.
“I guess you will” he replied.
“Oh yeah, Kyu oppa...”
“Yeah?”
“I have a friend that really likes you. So, maybe we could meet up sometime?”
“Sure, why not”
“Great, I’ll call you then”
I bid him goodbye and got back to work.
As I work I had his image floating in my mind.
It was like I was addicted to him.
I couldn’t stop thinking about him.
His warm smiles, the way he pushed his fringe out of his face.
I spaced out into a world of my own until I heard someone calling my name.
“Kyo Wen!”
“Ah, yeah?” I asked, dazed.
“What’s with you today?”
“Oh, nothing”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes, So Min. I’m sure that I’m perfectly sane and healthy”
“Well, your shift is over now. So if you feel sick or anything remember to visit the doctor, okay?”
“Yes, mummy” I teased.
“Aish, I’m not your mummy!”
She hit me on the head lightly and I laughed.
“I’ll be going now, bye!” I called out to her.
“Be safe!”
“I will!”
As I left the café’ my phone beeped.
15/6/09 3.00p.m
; Kyu
Wen ah, are you free tonight?
-End Text-
15/6/09 3.00p.m
; Kyo Wen
Yeah, I am. Why?
-End Text-
15/6/09 3.01p.m
; Kyu
I was thinking maybe we could meet up at the beach? It’s been a long time since I last went.
-End Text-
15/6/09 3.01p.m
; Kyo Wen
Sure, I’ll see you there at seven,okay?
-End Text-
15/6/09 3.01p.m
; Kyu
Seven it is.
-End Text-
A smile spread across my face.
I did not know why I was feeling so happy but I wasn’t complaining.
[Later at night | Beach | Kyo Wen’s P.O.V]
I reached at seven sharp and called Kyu Jong to see where he was.
“Hello?”
“Kyu oppa? It’s Kyo Wen”
“Wen? Where are you?”
“I’m at the beach, what about you?”
“I’m at the beach house”
“Oh, okay. I’ll come look for you now”
“Okay, be careful”
I then hung up.
Making my way down to the beach I then strolled over to the beach house.
It was really dark and I was afraid of losing my footing.
“Kyu oppa, where are you?”
I wandered around in the darkness looking for Kyu Jong.
“Kyu oppa?”
My fear of the dark then came creeping to me and I started to shudder.
“Kyu oppa, where are you?” I whimpered.
I then saw a soft glow of light coming from the back room.
Relieved, I quickly made my way into the room.
There in the middle of the room was a table all set up ready for a candle light dinner.
I looked around in search for Kyu Jong but he was no where in sight.
Strolling over to the table I then saw a letter with my name on it on the table.
I picked it up and opened it.
Pulling out the letter, I then scanned through it’s contents.
Kyo Wen,
I know we haven’t known each other for long. Only a day and a half but it feels like I’ve known you for a lifetime. The feeling of comfort that I get when I’m around you and the feeling of warmth that washes over me when you smile is all that I could think of. The moment I laid my eyes on you I had the feeling that you were the one for me. Bumping into you after that had made me realize how much we are destined to be together. So, now here I am, writing you this letter with this one question in my mind. Will you go out with me?
-End Letter-
Tears of joy rolled down my cheek as I finished the letter.
I have never fallen in love before, but this feeling of happiness and joy must mean that I’m in love.
Every time I see Kyu Jong I would blush, my heart beat would become rapid and I never fail to smile.
Suddenly, I felt a pair of arms wrap itself around my waist.
“Will you go out with me” he whispered into my ear.
I smiled and whispered a yes.
I had to admit that I never thought my first love would be someone that I’ve only known for a day and a half but it felt so right.
I turned around and faced Kyu Jong.
Starring into his eyes, I felt myself grow more in love with him.
Slowly, we closed the space between us and I felt his lips on mine.
Nothing could ever be as perfect as that very moment.
Maybe we really were destined to be together....
-End-
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
PMR Trials
2nd day of trials today.
So far, it's okay...
I have already certified my trials dead before it even started.
Crazy, I know...
BUT I hope I do better then I think I would.
Hopefully the questions that I have no idea what the answer is ends up as what I wrote. *starts praying*
Anyways, five papers down nine more to go.
Two days gone, five more to go.
Wow....it seems to never end.
Seriously, what is wrong with my brain!
It gets lazier every year...
Okay, I should not blame my brain.
I should blame it more on ME, but I won't do that. XD
I need to start studying harder!!!!
Somebody! Anybody! Help me!
Gracious, I sound so desperate.
Well, I am desperate.
Hopefully I would be more prepared for my PMR when the time comes.
Well, that's about it for now.
I shall update again once trials are over.
Good luck to those taking the trials!!!
And of course, good luck to me.
Bye~
So far, it's okay...
I have already certified my trials dead before it even started.
Crazy, I know...
BUT I hope I do better then I think I would.
Hopefully the questions that I have no idea what the answer is ends up as what I wrote. *starts praying*
Anyways, five papers down nine more to go.
Two days gone, five more to go.
Wow....it seems to never end.
Seriously, what is wrong with my brain!
It gets lazier every year...
Okay, I should not blame my brain.
I should blame it more on ME, but I won't do that. XD
I need to start studying harder!!!!
Somebody! Anybody! Help me!
Gracious, I sound so desperate.
Well, I am desperate.
Hopefully I would be more prepared for my PMR when the time comes.
Well, that's about it for now.
I shall update again once trials are over.
Good luck to those taking the trials!!!
And of course, good luck to me.
Bye~
Monday, July 20, 2009
Sick
Okay,
It's been a long time since I last really updated a real post.
*points to videos and pictures and random gibberish in the posts below*
I apologise.
Anyways, let's get on with this or I will revert back to my gibberish state. *blabbering rubbish*
So, well, I've been sick for the past week and am still sick at the moment. *sneezes*
First off, last Wednesday was as typical as any other Wednesday.
Things were smooth sailing until after recess.
Apparently during recess or after since I don't have the same recess as others....
But anyways back to the point.
During recess I bought a plate of spaghetti that tasted fine at first but started to taste really weird with every following bite.
Nonetheless, I finished it off for the sake of RM2.
And guess what, I started feeling really sick after that.
We were suppose to have a Red Crescent meeting after school from 2 to 3 but I couldn't take it anymore.
I was feeling really sick so I called my mum.
Turns out as the doctor says I've got food poisoning.
Oh, how 'lucky' I am. *sighs*
Well, let's just say it was definitely not a pleasant memory.
So, the next day early morning about 6.15 to 6.30 mummy woke me up.
She felt my forehead and it was burning (literally)
Took my temperature and it was a hundred and one point five degrees.
Whoopee~~~ NOT!
Quickly took a panadol and rest till about ten or so.
Paid the doctor a visit.
He said it was just the common flu, no need to worry, no need to fret.
No H1N1 here. *wipes sweat*
So, lived on bread and panadol (joke, I don't eat it like chocolate)
For the next few days, the fever come and go.
Mostly I'll be fine in the morning and early afternoon.
Once it reaches evening, the fever will return. *sighs big sigh*
And sudden spots of (disgusting) red rash appeared on my leg. *slaps forehead*
It's like I'm about to die with all this sickness coming one after another.
Seriously what's with all this germs in the air. *starts killing germs....yeah right, like I could*
So, that's my week so far.
One word can describe it all.... SICK.
Aish.... miserable oh miserable.
And trials are only in 20 days time. *Faints*
Curses to whoever set the date so near.
Other school whom are smart enough to not buy the papers from the Education Ministry are only having it during early September
We, so called 'smart' people had to buy the papers from the Education Ministry and have ourselves suffer having it on August 10th.
What more, even the SPM trials are on the same date, crazy much?
*Sigh*
And so, I wish all that are going to have their test, exam, trial or UPSR (don't fret, it's pretty easy) all the best and good luck.
Signing off
-Yvonne
PS ; I won't be online often now until October after my PMR so if there is anything important please text me instead.
Until then, stay healthy!
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
FT Island - I Hope
FT Island's comeback title song I Hope for their launched Cross & Change album has been released.
Personally, the song sounds pretty much like what they use to produce.
But there are differences as well.
It's an upbeat, and catchy song with great vocals and instrument accompanyment,
The official MV is believed to be released sometime later in the day.
Look forward to it.
I Hope Full Music Video
Personally, the song sounds pretty much like what they use to produce.
But there are differences as well.
It's an upbeat, and catchy song with great vocals and instrument accompanyment,
I Hope Full Music Video
Monday, July 13, 2009
We Were Destined To Be
Special Story : We Were Destined To Be
Kim Kyu Jong & Lee Kyo Wen
*****************************************************************************
I stood among the crowd of fans awaiting the arrival of Korea’s hot rising boy band SS501.
I’ve been here since seven in the morning and the meet the fan session doesn’t start until five in the evening.
Why I don’t sound enthusiastic?
Maybe it’s because I did not come here willingly.
“Kyo Wen ah, stop spacing off!” scolded my best friend Shin Hye.
“Aish...my legs hurt” I complained.
“Just a few more minutes, please. It’s already four forty five”
She put on her puppy face and I couldn’t say no.
“Fine”
It’s not that I dislike the band.
They’re pretty great I have to admit, but I seriously did not enjoy waking up early in the morning and end up squashed like a sardine among thousands of people.
“Kyo Wen, did you bring your album?” asked Shin Hye suddenly.
“I think so..”
I started to rummage around my bag until I felt something rectangular and hard.
I pulled it out, and there it was, their latest album.
“Yeah, I have it”
“Great, I can’t wait”
I could see how excited she was and I just chuckled.
After a few more agonizing moments, the MC finally took the stage.
Screams could be heard from all over and I thought I might go deaf.
Afraid of getting lost, I held on tight to Shin Hye.
The MC talked about some random gibberish which I did not bother to pay attention to and finally, left the stage.
There was silence for a few moments as the boys did not enter the stage nor did anybody approach it.
As I was about to say something, the stage then lit up and like magic, the boys appeared out of nowhere.
At least to me, it seems like they popped out of nowhere.
Shin Hye started jumping and screaming like a mad fan girl and I soon lost my grip and got pushed to the back.
Sighing, I quietly stood at the back and watched.
They were singing their song from the Boys Over Flowers’s OST, ‘Making A Lover’.
Coincidently, my favorite song.
Halfway through the song, my phone vibrated in my pocket.
It was a text message from Shin Hye
14/5/09 5.15p.m
; Shin Hye
Kyo Wen, have you lost your way? I’ll meet you by the side of the stage after the autograph session, okay?
-End Text-
14/5/09 5.15p.m
; Kyo Wen
No, I did not loose my way, I just lost grip of you and got pushed to the back. Okay, I’ll meet you there. Please don’t go running off somewhere else.
-End Text-
As I stuffed my phone back into my pocket, a bright spotlight shone onto me.
Automatically, I lifted my hand up and shield my eyes.
The girl beside me then shoved me towards a clearing that lead up to the stage.
“What?” I asked.
“You’re Kyu Jong’s partner for the game! He chose you!” she explained.
I starred stupidly at her and she just shoved me again.
Unconsciously, my legs started to take me towards the stage, up the stairs and towards Kyu Jong.
As I stood in front of him, I snapped back to my senses.
He smiled at me and I blushed.
I politely bowed and greeted him and he did the same.
It was then Hyun Joong’s turn to pick a partner and I took the opportunity to scan the crowd in search of Shin Hye.
I finally spotted her right at the front, smiling enviously at me.
She waved at me when she realized I was looking at her and I waved back.
“Your friend?”
I turned to look at Kyu Jong to make sure that he was the one talking.
“Yeah, my best friend actually”
He just smiled and nodded his head.
As every member had a partner, the game then begun.
We were required to stand on a piece of newspaper that would soon be folded into smaller pieces.
The last group that remains standing on the piece of newspaper, wins.
I starred skeptically at the already small newspaper and it was only the first round.
“Come on”
Kyu Jong extended his hand out to me and I held on to it.
The space between us was really small and I felt my heart beat faster.
Yah, what is happening to me.
Kyu Jong’s not my favorite member, it’s Hyun Joong!
Chill Kyo Wen, relax, calm down.
“Are you okay?”
Kyu Jong had a worried look on his face.
“Yeah, I’m fine” I smiled.
As the game progressed, the newspaper got smaller and smaller that by the end of the fifth round there was only Kyu Jong and I as well as Young Saeng and his partner.
Hyun Joong and Jung Min both folded each of our newspapers smaller by half.
I stood there gawking at the extreme smallness.
There is no possible way that two grown people could stay balanced on that piece of newspaper.
I was going to protest when Kyu Jong suddenly turned his back towards me and kneeled down.
“What are you doing?” I asked.
“Get on my back, that way I’ll be the only one standing on it”he explained.
I hesitated for a moment before getting onto his back.
“Sorry, but I’m a little heavy. Just feel free to drop me when you get tired”
He chuckled and I laughed slightly.
“Don’t worry. I don’t enjoy seeing my fans being dropped, and you’re not that heavy”
He then stood onto the small piece of newspaper with his right leg on the ground and his left leg on his right.
I tried not to make it more difficult for him by remaining as still as possible.
As the time passed, Kyu Jong started to wobble but regained balance quite easily.
Whereas for Young Saeng whom had his partner hanging on to him from the front looked like he was going to collapse soon.
“Erm, Kyu Jong oppa, I have a feeling Young Saeng oppa is not feeling very well” I whispered.
“Seems like it”
We continued to observe our opponent, and finally after a couple more minutes, Young Saeng loosened his grip on his partner and that caused her legs to touch the ground outside of the newspaper area.
I quickly jumped off Kyu Jong’s back and we both started to cheer happily.
“And the winner is Kyu Jong’s group!” announced the MC.
I was so happy that I started acting like a kid, jumping up and down in excitement.
The Double S boys then burst out laughing.
When I realized what I just did, I blushed.
“Now, let’s have SS501 present the prize to our winner, shall we” suggested the MC.
A staff member then came out with a rectangle box tied with a gold ribbon.
All five boys handed the box over to me and I thanked them before leaving the stage.
I was too lazy to go all the way to the back to rejoin the crowd so I just stood at the side.
The boys then shot into the last song for the night, ‘We Can Fly’.
It was then that I had the weirdest feeling ever.
Every time I look at Kyu Jong I have this weird tingling feeling.
Snapping myself out of it, I quickly turned my attention back to the stage.
I tried hard to concentrate on looking at Hyun Joong but my eyes had a mind of it’s own.
It kept on drifting towards Kyu Jong.
As the song ended, Kyu Jong faced the side of the stage where I was standing and he smiled at me.
I quickly pretended that I did not see him and went towards the line leading up to the stage for their autograph.
I was going to go to the back of the line when suddenly I felt someone pull me into the line.
“Yah, Kyo Wen!”
“Ah, Shin Hye, you scared me!”
“Sorry. Anyways, you were so lucky to have got up on stage with the boys”
“It was nerve wrecking!”
“At least you made it through and you got to get so close to Kyu Jong!” she gushed.
“FYI darling, if you still remember, my favorite is Hyun Joong”
At least, he was this morning...
After fifteen minutes or so, we made it up the stage.
Shin Hye unnie started squealing as soon as she saw Jung Min and I could have sworn I saw him smirk!
I placed my album in front of Jung Min and he gracefully signed his signature on it before shaking my hand.
Next was baby Hyung Joon whom kept on smiling.
I happily shook Hyung Joon’s hand and moved on towards Hyun Joon.
As I placed the album in front of him, I rummaged around in my bag for the letter I had written for him.
Finally, I pulled it out of my bag and handed it over to him.
He smiled at me and shook my hand before taking the letter.
But, I didn’t feel all happy and dizzy I just felt neutral.
Lost in my train of thoughts, I just placed my album in front of whoever was next and starred out to space.
“Excuse me? Excuse me?”
I snapped out of my own dream land and back to reality.
“Oh, sorry”
I looked up and it was Kyu Jong.
My heart felt like it was going to burst out of my chest.
I quickly shook his hand, and he smiled.
God, Lee Kyo Wen, get a grip of yourself!
Kyu Jong gave me a funny look and I quickly moved on towards Young Saeng.
Young Saeng happily signed my album and shook my hand before wishing me good luck.
I starred at him, confused.
Why was he wishing me good luck?
Before I could ask, I was pushed down the stage.
“Yah, Kyo Wen, what happened between you and Kyu Jong?” asked Shin Hye.
“Me? And Kyu Jong? Nothing, why?”
“Cause it looked like something” she retorted.
I just shrugged at her, then my tummy grumbled.
“Oops.. I’m hungry. Let’s go grab something to eat”
I grabbed onto Shin Hye’s hand and dragged her towards a nearby restaurant.
[Restaurant]
“So, what was the prize you got?” asked Shin Hye with a glint in her eyes.
“I don’t know, I haven’t open it”
“Open it then!”
“Aish...fine...”
I pulled the box out of my bag and untied the ribbon before lifting the lid off.
Inside was a autographed limited edition album, a cross necklace, a pair of dangling cross necklace and a letter.
“Oh my god! The necklace and earrings belong to Kyu Jong!” squealed Shin Hye.
I quickly covered her mouth and mouthed an apology to the other customers.
“Yah, why do you have to be so loud?!” I scolded.
Shin Hye completely ignored me and continued to stare at the necklace and earring.
“Can I have this?” asked Shin Hye while holding up both the necklace and earring.
“No! Absolutely not!” I quickly snatched them back and stuffed them back into the box before keeping it safely into my bag.
“Why not? You like Hyun Joong while I like Kyu Jong and Jung Min. So those things mean more to me then you” she whined.
I just shook my head no and turned away from her to face the window.
She made a ‘humph’ sound and pulled her phone out.
While waiting for our food to arrive I starred out at the people passing by.
Suddenly, I had the urge to use the bathroom.
Not that I needed to use it, it’s just that I felt like I need to go.
“I’ll be going to the bathroom, you want to come?” I asked.
Still angry that I wouldn’t give her the necklace and earring, she ignored me.
I chuckled to myself at her childish behavior and left for the toilet.
As I turned the corner towards the toilet I slammed right into someone.
“Sorry, sorry!” I started to apologize profusely.
“It’s okay, really. You can stop apologizing”
The voice sounds familiar.
I looked up and true enough, it was Kyu Jong.
“You!” I pointed my finger at him and he too looked shocked.
“Yeah, me” he replied with a laugh.
“Eh....” I was at a loss for words.
He then laughed and ruffled my hair.
“You’re cute” he commented.
I blushed a deep crimson red.
“Oh, and do you like the gift?” he suddenly asked.
“Gift?” I didn’t know what he was talking about.
“The necklace and earring along with the album?”
“Oh! That gift, yeah, I like it. Thanks”
“You’re welcome, you won it anyways”
“No, you won it! All I did was hang on to you”
He smiled at me and I almost fainted.
“Well, that’s quite true. But you won it anyways” he replied with a chuckle.
I just nodded and we fell into silence.
“Erm, I guess I’ll be seeing you around” I said before realizing what gibberish I just said.
“Seeing me around?” he asked, confused.
“Eh, no. I did not mean it that way. I’m not a stalker. Aish...”
Once again, for the millionth time today, I made a fool of myself in front of Kyu Jong.
I felt utterly stupid.
“Erm, I’ll just be going. Bye”
Without giving him time to reply, I dashed right into the toilet and stayed there for a good fifteen minutes before peeking out the door to make sure he was no where in sight.
Sighing, I got out of the toilet and back to the table where Shin Hye unnie sat looking very worried.
“What are you so worried about?” I asked as I slid into the sit opposite her.
“Kyo Wen! You got me worried sick! You were like gone for half an hour!”
Half an hour?
Oh, I must have talked to Kyu Jong for fifteen minutes.
“Awww...you’re worried about me?” I cooed and she whacked me on the hand jokingly.
We burst out laughing and it was then that I noticed a group of guys sitting at the corner of the restaurants with sunglasses and hoods on.
One of the guys caught my eye and I almost chocked on my own saliva when I realized that it was Kyu Jong.
What in the world is wrong with me today.
Why am I bumping into them wherever I go?
Aish....
I hung my head low to avoid his gaze and apparently Shin Hye noticed my weird behavior.
“What are you doing?”
“Look to the corner of the restaurant but please don’t scream”
She turned to look and just as I had expected, she screamed.
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I have nothing to update about.
So, I thought I'd update a part of my two-shot.
Enjoy~
Kim Kyu Jong & Lee Kyo Wen
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I stood among the crowd of fans awaiting the arrival of Korea’s hot rising boy band SS501.
I’ve been here since seven in the morning and the meet the fan session doesn’t start until five in the evening.
Why I don’t sound enthusiastic?
Maybe it’s because I did not come here willingly.
“Kyo Wen ah, stop spacing off!” scolded my best friend Shin Hye.
“Aish...my legs hurt” I complained.
“Just a few more minutes, please. It’s already four forty five”
She put on her puppy face and I couldn’t say no.
“Fine”
It’s not that I dislike the band.
They’re pretty great I have to admit, but I seriously did not enjoy waking up early in the morning and end up squashed like a sardine among thousands of people.
“Kyo Wen, did you bring your album?” asked Shin Hye suddenly.
“I think so..”
I started to rummage around my bag until I felt something rectangular and hard.
I pulled it out, and there it was, their latest album.
“Yeah, I have it”
“Great, I can’t wait”
I could see how excited she was and I just chuckled.
After a few more agonizing moments, the MC finally took the stage.
Screams could be heard from all over and I thought I might go deaf.
Afraid of getting lost, I held on tight to Shin Hye.
The MC talked about some random gibberish which I did not bother to pay attention to and finally, left the stage.
There was silence for a few moments as the boys did not enter the stage nor did anybody approach it.
As I was about to say something, the stage then lit up and like magic, the boys appeared out of nowhere.
At least to me, it seems like they popped out of nowhere.
Shin Hye started jumping and screaming like a mad fan girl and I soon lost my grip and got pushed to the back.
Sighing, I quietly stood at the back and watched.
They were singing their song from the Boys Over Flowers’s OST, ‘Making A Lover’.
Coincidently, my favorite song.
Halfway through the song, my phone vibrated in my pocket.
It was a text message from Shin Hye
14/5/09 5.15p.m
; Shin Hye
Kyo Wen, have you lost your way? I’ll meet you by the side of the stage after the autograph session, okay?
-End Text-
14/5/09 5.15p.m
; Kyo Wen
No, I did not loose my way, I just lost grip of you and got pushed to the back. Okay, I’ll meet you there. Please don’t go running off somewhere else.
-End Text-
As I stuffed my phone back into my pocket, a bright spotlight shone onto me.
Automatically, I lifted my hand up and shield my eyes.
The girl beside me then shoved me towards a clearing that lead up to the stage.
“What?” I asked.
“You’re Kyu Jong’s partner for the game! He chose you!” she explained.
I starred stupidly at her and she just shoved me again.
Unconsciously, my legs started to take me towards the stage, up the stairs and towards Kyu Jong.
As I stood in front of him, I snapped back to my senses.
He smiled at me and I blushed.
I politely bowed and greeted him and he did the same.
It was then Hyun Joong’s turn to pick a partner and I took the opportunity to scan the crowd in search of Shin Hye.
I finally spotted her right at the front, smiling enviously at me.
She waved at me when she realized I was looking at her and I waved back.
“Your friend?”
I turned to look at Kyu Jong to make sure that he was the one talking.
“Yeah, my best friend actually”
He just smiled and nodded his head.
As every member had a partner, the game then begun.
We were required to stand on a piece of newspaper that would soon be folded into smaller pieces.
The last group that remains standing on the piece of newspaper, wins.
I starred skeptically at the already small newspaper and it was only the first round.
“Come on”
Kyu Jong extended his hand out to me and I held on to it.
The space between us was really small and I felt my heart beat faster.
Yah, what is happening to me.
Kyu Jong’s not my favorite member, it’s Hyun Joong!
Chill Kyo Wen, relax, calm down.
“Are you okay?”
Kyu Jong had a worried look on his face.
“Yeah, I’m fine” I smiled.
As the game progressed, the newspaper got smaller and smaller that by the end of the fifth round there was only Kyu Jong and I as well as Young Saeng and his partner.
Hyun Joong and Jung Min both folded each of our newspapers smaller by half.
I stood there gawking at the extreme smallness.
There is no possible way that two grown people could stay balanced on that piece of newspaper.
I was going to protest when Kyu Jong suddenly turned his back towards me and kneeled down.
“What are you doing?” I asked.
“Get on my back, that way I’ll be the only one standing on it”he explained.
I hesitated for a moment before getting onto his back.
“Sorry, but I’m a little heavy. Just feel free to drop me when you get tired”
He chuckled and I laughed slightly.
“Don’t worry. I don’t enjoy seeing my fans being dropped, and you’re not that heavy”
He then stood onto the small piece of newspaper with his right leg on the ground and his left leg on his right.
I tried not to make it more difficult for him by remaining as still as possible.
As the time passed, Kyu Jong started to wobble but regained balance quite easily.
Whereas for Young Saeng whom had his partner hanging on to him from the front looked like he was going to collapse soon.
“Erm, Kyu Jong oppa, I have a feeling Young Saeng oppa is not feeling very well” I whispered.
“Seems like it”
We continued to observe our opponent, and finally after a couple more minutes, Young Saeng loosened his grip on his partner and that caused her legs to touch the ground outside of the newspaper area.
I quickly jumped off Kyu Jong’s back and we both started to cheer happily.
“And the winner is Kyu Jong’s group!” announced the MC.
I was so happy that I started acting like a kid, jumping up and down in excitement.
The Double S boys then burst out laughing.
When I realized what I just did, I blushed.
“Now, let’s have SS501 present the prize to our winner, shall we” suggested the MC.
A staff member then came out with a rectangle box tied with a gold ribbon.
All five boys handed the box over to me and I thanked them before leaving the stage.
I was too lazy to go all the way to the back to rejoin the crowd so I just stood at the side.
The boys then shot into the last song for the night, ‘We Can Fly’.
It was then that I had the weirdest feeling ever.
Every time I look at Kyu Jong I have this weird tingling feeling.
Snapping myself out of it, I quickly turned my attention back to the stage.
I tried hard to concentrate on looking at Hyun Joong but my eyes had a mind of it’s own.
It kept on drifting towards Kyu Jong.
As the song ended, Kyu Jong faced the side of the stage where I was standing and he smiled at me.
I quickly pretended that I did not see him and went towards the line leading up to the stage for their autograph.
I was going to go to the back of the line when suddenly I felt someone pull me into the line.
“Yah, Kyo Wen!”
“Ah, Shin Hye, you scared me!”
“Sorry. Anyways, you were so lucky to have got up on stage with the boys”
“It was nerve wrecking!”
“At least you made it through and you got to get so close to Kyu Jong!” she gushed.
“FYI darling, if you still remember, my favorite is Hyun Joong”
At least, he was this morning...
After fifteen minutes or so, we made it up the stage.
Shin Hye unnie started squealing as soon as she saw Jung Min and I could have sworn I saw him smirk!
I placed my album in front of Jung Min and he gracefully signed his signature on it before shaking my hand.
Next was baby Hyung Joon whom kept on smiling.
I happily shook Hyung Joon’s hand and moved on towards Hyun Joon.
As I placed the album in front of him, I rummaged around in my bag for the letter I had written for him.
Finally, I pulled it out of my bag and handed it over to him.
He smiled at me and shook my hand before taking the letter.
But, I didn’t feel all happy and dizzy I just felt neutral.
Lost in my train of thoughts, I just placed my album in front of whoever was next and starred out to space.
“Excuse me? Excuse me?”
I snapped out of my own dream land and back to reality.
“Oh, sorry”
I looked up and it was Kyu Jong.
My heart felt like it was going to burst out of my chest.
I quickly shook his hand, and he smiled.
God, Lee Kyo Wen, get a grip of yourself!
Kyu Jong gave me a funny look and I quickly moved on towards Young Saeng.
Young Saeng happily signed my album and shook my hand before wishing me good luck.
I starred at him, confused.
Why was he wishing me good luck?
Before I could ask, I was pushed down the stage.
“Yah, Kyo Wen, what happened between you and Kyu Jong?” asked Shin Hye.
“Me? And Kyu Jong? Nothing, why?”
“Cause it looked like something” she retorted.
I just shrugged at her, then my tummy grumbled.
“Oops.. I’m hungry. Let’s go grab something to eat”
I grabbed onto Shin Hye’s hand and dragged her towards a nearby restaurant.
[Restaurant]
“So, what was the prize you got?” asked Shin Hye with a glint in her eyes.
“I don’t know, I haven’t open it”
“Open it then!”
“Aish...fine...”
I pulled the box out of my bag and untied the ribbon before lifting the lid off.
Inside was a autographed limited edition album, a cross necklace, a pair of dangling cross necklace and a letter.
“Oh my god! The necklace and earrings belong to Kyu Jong!” squealed Shin Hye.
I quickly covered her mouth and mouthed an apology to the other customers.
“Yah, why do you have to be so loud?!” I scolded.
Shin Hye completely ignored me and continued to stare at the necklace and earring.
“Can I have this?” asked Shin Hye while holding up both the necklace and earring.
“No! Absolutely not!” I quickly snatched them back and stuffed them back into the box before keeping it safely into my bag.
“Why not? You like Hyun Joong while I like Kyu Jong and Jung Min. So those things mean more to me then you” she whined.
I just shook my head no and turned away from her to face the window.
She made a ‘humph’ sound and pulled her phone out.
While waiting for our food to arrive I starred out at the people passing by.
Suddenly, I had the urge to use the bathroom.
Not that I needed to use it, it’s just that I felt like I need to go.
“I’ll be going to the bathroom, you want to come?” I asked.
Still angry that I wouldn’t give her the necklace and earring, she ignored me.
I chuckled to myself at her childish behavior and left for the toilet.
As I turned the corner towards the toilet I slammed right into someone.
“Sorry, sorry!” I started to apologize profusely.
“It’s okay, really. You can stop apologizing”
The voice sounds familiar.
I looked up and true enough, it was Kyu Jong.
“You!” I pointed my finger at him and he too looked shocked.
“Yeah, me” he replied with a laugh.
“Eh....” I was at a loss for words.
He then laughed and ruffled my hair.
“You’re cute” he commented.
I blushed a deep crimson red.
“Oh, and do you like the gift?” he suddenly asked.
“Gift?” I didn’t know what he was talking about.
“The necklace and earring along with the album?”
“Oh! That gift, yeah, I like it. Thanks”
“You’re welcome, you won it anyways”
“No, you won it! All I did was hang on to you”
He smiled at me and I almost fainted.
“Well, that’s quite true. But you won it anyways” he replied with a chuckle.
I just nodded and we fell into silence.
“Erm, I guess I’ll be seeing you around” I said before realizing what gibberish I just said.
“Seeing me around?” he asked, confused.
“Eh, no. I did not mean it that way. I’m not a stalker. Aish...”
Once again, for the millionth time today, I made a fool of myself in front of Kyu Jong.
I felt utterly stupid.
“Erm, I’ll just be going. Bye”
Without giving him time to reply, I dashed right into the toilet and stayed there for a good fifteen minutes before peeking out the door to make sure he was no where in sight.
Sighing, I got out of the toilet and back to the table where Shin Hye unnie sat looking very worried.
“What are you so worried about?” I asked as I slid into the sit opposite her.
“Kyo Wen! You got me worried sick! You were like gone for half an hour!”
Half an hour?
Oh, I must have talked to Kyu Jong for fifteen minutes.
“Awww...you’re worried about me?” I cooed and she whacked me on the hand jokingly.
We burst out laughing and it was then that I noticed a group of guys sitting at the corner of the restaurants with sunglasses and hoods on.
One of the guys caught my eye and I almost chocked on my own saliva when I realized that it was Kyu Jong.
What in the world is wrong with me today.
Why am I bumping into them wherever I go?
Aish....
I hung my head low to avoid his gaze and apparently Shin Hye noticed my weird behavior.
“What are you doing?”
“Look to the corner of the restaurant but please don’t scream”
She turned to look and just as I had expected, she screamed.
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I have nothing to update about.
So, I thought I'd update a part of my two-shot.
Enjoy~
Wants
My really wants ;
a) SS501 DejaVu Tumbler
b) SS501 Happy Stationary Set
*Most Wanted*
c) Kyu Jong's Cross Earrings
Friday, July 10, 2009
SS501 Drama MV
Yay!
SS501's Drama MV is finally fully out!
Enjoy~
SS501 Drama MV part 1
SS501 Drama MV Part 2
SS501 Drama MV Part 3
Kyu Kyu's the only one that survived!
Sad how Leader-shi and Min oppa died(literally)
It was horrible looking at Leader-shi struggle on the floor with blood all over him.
And Min Min...ouch!
But the part I like most is the scene in the carpark where Min, Kyu and Leader-shi were pointing their guns at one another.
And ended up, all of them had to fight their own fight against that guy with the many scars.
And they all ducked for cover behind Kyu's car (a waste that it ended up having all bullet holes)
It's a good music video though.
Nicest and most interesting.
It's a waste that Kyu's Wussup was only played in the pub scene where Leader-shi threw the knive at the other guy while Min was there.
And Baby didn't get much air time neither.
That has to be changed.
But overall, it's good.
SS501's Drama MV is finally fully out!
Enjoy~
SS501 Drama MV part 1
SS501 Drama MV Part 2
SS501 Drama MV Part 3
Kyu Kyu's the only one that survived!
Sad how Leader-shi and Min oppa died(literally)
It was horrible looking at Leader-shi struggle on the floor with blood all over him.
And Min Min...ouch!
But the part I like most is the scene in the carpark where Min, Kyu and Leader-shi were pointing their guns at one another.
And ended up, all of them had to fight their own fight against that guy with the many scars.
And they all ducked for cover behind Kyu's car (a waste that it ended up having all bullet holes)
It's a good music video though.
Nicest and most interesting.
It's a waste that Kyu's Wussup was only played in the pub scene where Leader-shi threw the knive at the other guy while Min was there.
And Baby didn't get much air time neither.
That has to be changed.
But overall, it's good.
Friday, June 26, 2009
Dance Subaru
Dance Subaru
Subaru and her twin brother Kazuma share a dream in becoming ballet dancers, but their father discourages their passion. After Kazuma's death from a hereditary illness, dancing became Subaru's only happiness and she yearns to lose herself in dance. Her life takes a dramatic turn when she runs into cabaret owner Isuzu, who recognizes the talent in Subaru and trains her. But to become a professional ballerina, Subaru has to overcome harsher challenges than just merely satisfying cabaret drunkards.
Release Date 18 June 2009
Language Japanese
Classification U
Running Time 1 hour 55 minutes
Director Lee Chi-ngai
Cast Meisa Kuroki, Yuta Hiraoka, Ara, Kaori Momoi.
Subaru and her twin brother Kazuma share a dream in becoming ballet dancers, but their father discourages their passion. After Kazuma's death from a hereditary illness, dancing became Subaru's only happiness and she yearns to lose herself in dance. Her life takes a dramatic turn when she runs into cabaret owner Isuzu, who recognizes the talent in Subaru and trains her. But to become a professional ballerina, Subaru has to overcome harsher challenges than just merely satisfying cabaret drunkards.Release Date 18 June 2009
Language Japanese
Classification U
Running Time 1 hour 55 minutes
Director Lee Chi-ngai
Cast Meisa Kuroki, Yuta Hiraoka, Ara, Kaori Momoi.
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Watched this last night with my two cousins.
It's really a very wonderful movie.
I don't get why not many people watch it.
I cried... *sobs*
It's so touching and interesting.
It actually teach us alot of stuff.
So, I highly recommend this movie to the people out there that do not know what movie to watch.
Enjoy yourself~
And remember to prepare tissues. XD
Monday, June 22, 2009
SS501 drama music video
SS501 Drama Music Video Part 1
Leader-shi looks like a psycho killer at the part where he was playing with the knife.
Really scary.
And at the part where Min was lying on the floor half dead and people just walk past him like he wasn't there is just plain crazy.
That would be a absolutely insane community.
Someone is dying there and they just go about their daily routines not bothering.
Kyu still has those soft features of his although he does look kind of scary.
Overall, I think leader-shi potrayed the role as a killer best.
But we won't know until Min recovers and pick up a gun.
Then, we can really evalute on who potrays a better killer.
Anyways, I feel bad for Saengie as he had the least air time.
Just a small segment where he's on the TV screen.
But his song was playing in the background so that's a plus.
The most pityful would have to be baby.
The one and only member that did not make an appearance at all throughout that five minutes.
Maybe he'll get more airtime in the next part.
Let's just hope so.
Signing off now.
Bye~
Leader-shi looks like a psycho killer at the part where he was playing with the knife.
Really scary.
And at the part where Min was lying on the floor half dead and people just walk past him like he wasn't there is just plain crazy.
That would be a absolutely insane community.
Someone is dying there and they just go about their daily routines not bothering.
Kyu still has those soft features of his although he does look kind of scary.
Overall, I think leader-shi potrayed the role as a killer best.
But we won't know until Min recovers and pick up a gun.
Then, we can really evalute on who potrays a better killer.
Anyways, I feel bad for Saengie as he had the least air time.
Just a small segment where he's on the TV screen.
But his song was playing in the background so that's a plus.
The most pityful would have to be baby.
The one and only member that did not make an appearance at all throughout that five minutes.
Maybe he'll get more airtime in the next part.
Let's just hope so.
Signing off now.
Bye~
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
SS501 collection MV Teasers
SS501 Collection MV Teasers
Kim Kyu Jong : Wussup
Kim Hyun Joong : Be Nice To Me, Please
Kim Hyung Joon : Hey G!
Heo Young Saeng : Nameless Memory
Park Jung Min :
Kim Kyu Jong : Wussup
Kim Hyun Joong : Be Nice To Me, Please
Kim Hyung Joon : Hey G!
Heo Young Saeng : Nameless Memory
Park Jung Min :
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Fahrenheit Auto Session
Hello!
I know I haven't updated in a while,
Sorry!
Didn't have much to update about.
Oh and anyways, just FYI ; I have 8 'husbands' now including Park Jung Min from SS501 to 3rd place.
XD
Anyways,
I'm going to update about the 29th of May.
Fahrenheit's Autograph Session to promote their 3rd album Yue Lai Yue Ai.
Venue : Autocity Prai
Time : 9.30
Let's start.
At 5.30 something Shi Jia called me and said she'd like to bring forward the time we meet up to 6.
So I rushed to get ready and went over to her place.
Only Yin Hoong was there.
Waited a while then Shi Jia came home from tuition with Xing Ying.
Winnie came along later on.
We reached Autocity at about 9 or later.
We could not find the entrance into the auto session area.
Someone said we had to go through Segafredo to get there so we went in and ended up at the balcony of Sega.
We then climbed over the railing and jumped down.
Thinking that we have found the entrance we walked in through the side.
Ended up, we entered right into the area without using the entrance.
And so, we didn't use our tickets.
Fahrenheit came at about 9.40-ish.
And well, the crowd went wild including the few of us.
I'll share a few pics.
Not all.
Kind of blur, but it's acceptable.
Oh, and thank you Shi Jia for the tickets,the transportation and the enjoyment!
And thank you to Xing Ying for helping me get my other album signed.
Overall it was memorable and enjoyable.
Friday, May 22, 2009
Boys Over Flowers F4 Special Part 2
Boys Over Flowers F4 Special Part 2
; Episode 3
; Ji Hoo's Story - Sometime
Although it's just a compilation of flashbacks you can actually understand and feel the story and the yearning of his heart towards Jan Di. Love this out of all four episodes.
; Episode 4
; Jun Pyo's Story - My Everything
It's cute how he snuck into the kitchen for the first time and the way he chased Kim Jun out later on. XD
; Episode 3
; Ji Hoo's Story - Sometime
Although it's just a compilation of flashbacks you can actually understand and feel the story and the yearning of his heart towards Jan Di. Love this out of all four episodes.
; Episode 4
; Jun Pyo's Story - My Everything
It's cute how he snuck into the kitchen for the first time and the way he chased Kim Jun out later on. XD
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Update
Hello!
It's been a long time since I last had a real update,
So, let's see.
I'll have a brief catch-up on my life.
1. I've confirmed that I'll be going to Fahrenheit's autograph session in autocity on the 29th with Shi Jia
2. I just found out that I actually have 7 'husbands' XD
; Kim Hyun Joong
; Kim Kyu Jong
; Kim Bum
On the left
; Lee Hong Gi
; Lee Jae Jin
; Kim Jae Joong
; Jung YunHo
3. Mid year exam starts on the 18th (this Monday) and ends on the 25th (next Monday)
4. I am seriously in need of a smarter brain
5. I still need to complete my Geography folio that is due on the 26th (shit!)
6. I can't wait for the exams and folios to be over!
7. That's about it. XD
8. Short post, I know.
9. Looking forward to the holidays! Oh sweet holidays~
Friday, May 1, 2009
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
BOF F4 special edition ep 1
Boys Over Flowers F4 Special Edition ep1 part 1 - to me love is....the violet light of yearningKim Bum - I'm going to meet her now
Boys Over Flowers F4 Special Edition ep1 part 2 - also love...also friendship
Kim Jun - To empty out
Extra :
Boys Over Flowers Cast interview (English Subbed)
I like the part where they showed Hyun Joong wearing slippers and then he said
"I'm glad I did not wear the socks with holes"
Monday, April 27, 2009
HYPED
Lynnie just called!
She said that Fahrenheit will be coming down to Penang for promotional activities on the 29th of May!
It's a friday!
I hope they come after school let's out.
I won't mind going in my uniform. XD
But, I'm not sure if my mummy will let.
*Dear cousin, will you go with me????
Gahh....any of you interested perhaps?
Wahahaha,
I've been spazzing over idols this past week.
Let's see I've been spazzing over
;Hyun Joong
;Kim Bum
; and now Fahrenheit
As for the females
;Kim So Eun
;I'm YoonA
;Kwon Yuri
XD
And I'm addicted to
;I'm Stupid
;UR Man
;Lucky
;Stand By Me
;Gee
;Himnae
She said that Fahrenheit will be coming down to Penang for promotional activities on the 29th of May!
It's a friday!
I hope they come after school let's out.
I won't mind going in my uniform. XD
But, I'm not sure if my mummy will let.
*Dear cousin, will you go with me????
Gahh....any of you interested perhaps?
Wahahaha,
I've been spazzing over idols this past week.
Let's see I've been spazzing over
;Hyun Joong
;Kim Bum
; and now Fahrenheit
As for the females
;Kim So Eun
;I'm YoonA
;Kwon Yuri
XD
And I'm addicted to
;I'm Stupid
;UR Man
;Lucky
;Stand By Me
;Gee
;Himnae
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Interview with Kin Hyun Joong (very late! XD)
From CHIJOONGJINDAM (In Vino Veritas) interview - Nov. 6, 2008
(these interviews are usually done late at night over soju for internet newspaper articles)
---
Part 1
----
SS501's leader Kim Hyunjoong ran panting into the pojangmacha (roadside stalls where they sell side dishes and alcohol), 30 minutes late and said "Can you smell the burnt tire?" before I could scold him. After performing at the Hallyu festival at Chamsil, the time Kim Hyunjoong came to the Kangnamgu Shinsadon pojangmacha was 11 PM.
"Olympic road had an accident so I came with the emergency lights on," he said. And then he ordered seasoned butterfish as side dish, saying "I got to eat a few pieces of chicken in the waiting room but I'm really hungry." He said, "Soju is getting less and less alcoholic so nowadays I can't get drunk with even five bottles," and smiled.
I didn't have to worry that he would answer with single word answers or worry only about his image. This talk over alcohol with Kim Hyunjoong proved wrong the prejudices about idols.
Instead of the typical answers like "I love music and dancing," he confessed "Initially, I really hated SS501." And he said, "sometimes, I scold the fangirls waiting for me in front of the house." He said, "I don't want them to regret liking me when they become adults, so I nag them on purpose." And Kim Hyunjoong stated, "Although I dropped out of High school, I wish that my fans would be able to attend university."
-------
-- Can you really drink five bottles of soju?
"Sometimes I drink more when I'm feeling well. (laughs) But nowadays, I'm unhappy that the soju has decreased to 19% alcohol. Since it's gotten weaker, even women are able to drink 1-2 bottles without a problem. This must be a marketing strategy by the Soju company to increase the sales. I miss the days of Dukkubi Jinro Soju with 25% alcohol.
--When did you start drinking?
"In first year of High school (about grade 10), I worked at the TGI Friday and the sunbaes who worked there ate out together after work often. There's a lot of stress in working in the service industry. The hyungs in their 30's would say "Today, we're the king," and de-stressed with alcohol. I worked there for 1 1/2 years and I still keep in contact with a few of the hyungs often.
--If you worked in a restaurant with that appearance, you must have been famous.
"I didn't know when I was working, but when I quit I found out that there were a few female fans. (laughs)"
--Did you have a lot of part time jobs?
"I delivered pizza, chicken and newspapers. I've worked in manual labor with daily wages. I lived a rougher life than I look. (laughs) I've never gotten allowances from my parents."
-What kind of work do your parents do?
"They work at the Dongdaemoon Market. They have their days and nights reversed so I almost never get to see them. (laughs) I was a very problem child but now I want to treat them well.
-Where do you go to drink often?
"I live near Shinchun and they have an old style market with a bar that I go to often. I like chicken feet and pig head meat and skin side dishes."
--You were casted in a drama. Will SS501 start individual work?
"Right. Following "We got married," I am going to be on "Hana Yori Dango" and Jungmin will be on a musical called "Grease." The other three will perform in a project group.
--In the drama, you'll be the top 0.1% luxurious youth.
"I get to learn horse riding and violin, and also go to film overseas. I heard that I get to be on a private jet and I'm already anticipating it. I've been diligently getting skin massages too. (laugh) Jun Kisang PD keep trying to scare me by saying, "Hyunjoong. Working hard is not the same as doing well."
-A lot of people remember you from "Can you get refills for love?" from debut times.
"The memory is somewhat embarrassing. (laughs) I was a newbie so I was on the show for two months to get people to know my face. I'm taking lessons for this drama and I want to break the prejudice that I'm a singer turned actor. I want to be able to hear, "I never knew such sides to Kim Hyunjoong existed."
-What will you do if your acting becomes an issue.
"That shouldn't happen but if it does, I'll just take the criticism. I'm against people blindly complimenting me even if that person is a fan. If that person really cares about me, I think they should tell me things even if it's painful. That way, I can improve. I'm really trying not to get bad reviews so I'm planning to take my acting teacher even when I go film overseas. (laughs) I'm even planning to pay for the teacher's trip with my pay from the drama."
------
For this drama, he has already filmed all the episodes for "We got married" for December. Following Alex and Shinae couple, the "Lettuce" couple will also leave the program at the end of the year. When asked "Is singing or acting more difficult?" Kim Hyunjoong answered, "they both require you to coordinate well so neither is easy. But acting is still a bit more unfamiliar."
_____
Part 2
-----
-Do you like the nickname that you're "Fourth Dimensional?"
"I like it now but initially, I thought they meant that I'm like a "dol-I" (retard/crazy person) so I didn't feel good. I'm interpreting it now as something like "having unique charms." (laughs) In that way, I think everyone has some tendencies to be 4th dimensional.
--Do you have an actor or an actress you like? If you had to name just one?
"I like Yoo Haejin. I've probably watched "Tazza" about 12 times. He has a unique character of his own and acts so well."
--What do you consider important in daily life?
"Say hello or goodbye. Not because it's a form of respect but just to let the other person know that you know them. If you skip this, it's easy to start small troubles. So I always tell people that I'm going home before leaving, no matter how drunk I am. I'm never gone with the wind. (laughs)"
-Who is a friend celebrity that you can call even at 2 AM?
"Hero Jaejoong and Micky Yoochun, and TOP. These three are the best friends. When we meet, we don't let anyone else join us. (laughs) And the friends from Songpagu Chamshil who never left me for 23 years are also my family. Sukchon lake Shinchol eatery street was our stage. I hung out in such a small area that I the first time I had gone out of Seoul outside of my graduation trip was after I became a singer.
--I heard you invested in a chicken restaurant with your friends.
"It wasn't an investment for profit. There are about 10 close friends that promised to be together for life and one of them opened a chicken restaurant. We promised each other that we'd support each other if one of us become successful. These are friends who know me better than my mom. We made a secret hideout in the room attached to the restaurant. We even put TV, sofa and blankets there."
-What was the most embarrassing thing you had to do recently.
"I went to a nail care shop with a friend couple and it was really embarrassing. (laughs) I personally think that my life was "The time of unrefined person" (from political gang drama) but I found myself getting my nails done like from a girl comic so it was embarrassing. (laughs) I don't think I can go there again."
-If you could become invisible for one day?
"At one point, I wanted to visit the women's bath house or go to the bank but I've changed my mind. What's so good about going to the bank? They'll still be able to see the money floating by. Instead of being invisible, I wish I could move really fast. I want to do the schedules quickly so I can get another hour of sleep.
-Is it exhausting to live as an idol star in Korea?
"Everyone's different but I'm fairly free. I tend to not worry about what my fans think too much. Sometimes there are fans pacing in front of our dorm really late at night and I scold them and send them home. I don't want them to regret having liked me when they become adults so I intentionally treat them coldly. Of course, I'm thankful that they're my fans. My dream is to rent a small stage when I'm in my 40-50's and to perform for fans who have become parents. And to go have soju with them after the performance or to do charity events. Just thinking about it makes me happy."
--Do you ever regret having dropped out?
"There wasn't much I could do with just a middle school diploma. Wherever I went, the term "drop out" followed me. I realized that Korea is not a country based on abilities when I was seventeen. I think there's still a far way to go to become a developed nation."
-If you could go back to the Chamshil middle school days, what would you do?
"I think I would participate more with the school band "Aksus" (means to scream). When I was fourteen, I went to Nakwon stores to buy base guitar with 70 000 won (about 70 dollars) for the first time. It was actually 80 000 won but the owner saw my stack of 1000 won (~ $1) bills and gave me 10 000 discount.
-Were there no support from your parents?
"At the time, if you wanted to formally learn music with lessons, it cost about 3 000 000 won (~$3000) a month. My dad was having a hard time with his business so I couldn't ask him for money. There were times that I despaired that "music is really money." I remember practicing 8 hours a day until the speakers from the computer broke.
-What do you think you would be doing if you weren't a singer?
"I don't think I can be a salary man so I think I would have part time jobs. I don't think it's necessary to have formal work if you live for your own enjoyment. I think the people who work in firms despite complaining do that because they value money more. In a way, you trade time for money. Happiness doesn't come out of a bank account. Once, I made 100 000 000 won (almost 100 grand) but currently, the balance in my account is 2 600 won. (~ $26 ) But I still don't think I need anything.
-Really?
"Why would I lie? There was a time I had part time jobs and sold things and made 100 000 000 won. The way to make money? It's simple. You just have to not spend it. There were times when I worried over 100 won. But now, I eat the meat I like and spend more but whenever I see my friends, it's still Dutch pay.
-----
Part 3
----
-What's the most valuable thing?
"My friends. Even if I become penniless, my friends will help me until I can stand on my own. Beautiful women are transient memories but friends are eternal.
-What kind of a son are you?
"I'm a cold son who doesn't talk much. I can never say "thank you" or "I love you." There were times when I got into gang fights and my parents had to get me from the police station. The settlement fee cost them several 10 000 000 won. I really want to do well for my mother who was treated like a criminal because of me. I want to repay them for all the bad things I've done. I have one older brother who is currently in them military and he used to do quite well in school.
-You get attention wherever you go. How is your satisfaction level?
"Popularity? It's not worth anything. They say I look good and cool now but someday, it'll all leave me. I'm really nothing and it's just a brief moment of spotlight."
-What's the scariest thing in your life?
"The people. Especially, the people who badmouth people behind their backs are the scariest. I don't want people to be hurt because of me but I don't want to be hurt either. "
-In your opinion, what kind of a person is Kim Hyunjoong?
"Someone who tries to have a humane feel to him. Last year, I wanted to go to TaeAn to clean the rocks but I couldn't go because I didn't want people to say I was just doing it for my own image. I want to be someone who can act and say what I want without worrying about what others say. There are people who even donate their kidneys and I always feel regretful that I seem to live my life without doing any good deeds."
-Is there a reason you came to love comics?
"After I dropped out and ran away from home, I lived with friends for almost one year. But when that was impossible, the best place to go was a comic shop that cost 1400 won per hour. There were also times I rode the subway at Ddooksum station without a ticket and had to pay 30 times the fee. And other times I got caught but I just ran away. I'd like to apologies to the metro association workers."
-Why didn't you go home?
"I couldn’t because of my pride. (laughs) One time, I had no money but I was so hungry, I ordered 8 servings of ddukbokki and sausages and fries and ate it and ran away. I ran whole 2 km and felt so sad that I almost cried. I told myself, "I'm never going to forget this day." I'd like to apologize to the Shinrimdong fast-food restaurant owner as well."
-How did you come to have your debut?
"I got scouted when I was working at TGI but it turned out to be a fraudulent company. They made me work really hard and told me it was a Hallyu project and then tried to sell me to China. It was supposed to be a 5 member group at that time as well and I almost ended up in China for just 5 000 000 won (~ $5000) contract fee. After that, someone introduced me to DSP and I became a trainee and trained really hard for 1 1/2 years. The CEO is famous for being scary but to me, he feels like a father."
At the question whether Kim Hyunjoong would re-sign a contract with them, he stated that "Unless the agency kicks me out, I want to stay at DSP."
-Did you learn dancing from he beginning?
"There is a bit of story to that. At the beginning, they were going to make me a band but somewhere along the way, they changed and told me to learn to dance. I was disappointed but when I saw the 8000 people in the fan club, I thought "This must be my path in life." For the fans, I decided to leave the guitar for a bit and learn to dance."
He has two cell phones. One of them has an image of the fans cheering with balloons. The first saved number is his home. The rest is empty. He said he likes to memorize numbers so he remembers the phone numbers of 30 of his friends.
-People must be sad when you stop "We Got Married" next month.
"I felt happy filming "We Got Married." Even the Dongdaemoon intestines restaurant ladies call me "Kid groom" and specially give me the side dishes for employees. I can feel the increased popularity.
-What kind of a woman are you attracted to in real life?
"I like a woman who seem like a real genuine human. Rather than someone who does what I want, I want someone like a friend who will put her arms around my shoulders when I'm drunk. I want to get married around thirty and I want to be a good father and a good husband."
-The last question. What do you want on your tombstone when you die?
"I hadn't thought about it. (thinks about it for a while) I think I'd like a cozy picture of my family engraved on it instead of words. I think that would be more valuable and happy than a hundred phrases."
credits: muish@soompi
(these interviews are usually done late at night over soju for internet newspaper articles)
---
Part 1
----
SS501's leader Kim Hyunjoong ran panting into the pojangmacha (roadside stalls where they sell side dishes and alcohol), 30 minutes late and said "Can you smell the burnt tire?" before I could scold him. After performing at the Hallyu festival at Chamsil, the time Kim Hyunjoong came to the Kangnamgu Shinsadon pojangmacha was 11 PM.
"Olympic road had an accident so I came with the emergency lights on," he said. And then he ordered seasoned butterfish as side dish, saying "I got to eat a few pieces of chicken in the waiting room but I'm really hungry." He said, "Soju is getting less and less alcoholic so nowadays I can't get drunk with even five bottles," and smiled.
I didn't have to worry that he would answer with single word answers or worry only about his image. This talk over alcohol with Kim Hyunjoong proved wrong the prejudices about idols.
Instead of the typical answers like "I love music and dancing," he confessed "Initially, I really hated SS501." And he said, "sometimes, I scold the fangirls waiting for me in front of the house." He said, "I don't want them to regret liking me when they become adults, so I nag them on purpose." And Kim Hyunjoong stated, "Although I dropped out of High school, I wish that my fans would be able to attend university."
-------
-- Can you really drink five bottles of soju?
"Sometimes I drink more when I'm feeling well. (laughs) But nowadays, I'm unhappy that the soju has decreased to 19% alcohol. Since it's gotten weaker, even women are able to drink 1-2 bottles without a problem. This must be a marketing strategy by the Soju company to increase the sales. I miss the days of Dukkubi Jinro Soju with 25% alcohol.
--When did you start drinking?
"In first year of High school (about grade 10), I worked at the TGI Friday and the sunbaes who worked there ate out together after work often. There's a lot of stress in working in the service industry. The hyungs in their 30's would say "Today, we're the king," and de-stressed with alcohol. I worked there for 1 1/2 years and I still keep in contact with a few of the hyungs often.
--If you worked in a restaurant with that appearance, you must have been famous.
"I didn't know when I was working, but when I quit I found out that there were a few female fans. (laughs)"
--Did you have a lot of part time jobs?
"I delivered pizza, chicken and newspapers. I've worked in manual labor with daily wages. I lived a rougher life than I look. (laughs) I've never gotten allowances from my parents."
-What kind of work do your parents do?
"They work at the Dongdaemoon Market. They have their days and nights reversed so I almost never get to see them. (laughs) I was a very problem child but now I want to treat them well.
-Where do you go to drink often?
"I live near Shinchun and they have an old style market with a bar that I go to often. I like chicken feet and pig head meat and skin side dishes."
--You were casted in a drama. Will SS501 start individual work?
"Right. Following "We got married," I am going to be on "Hana Yori Dango" and Jungmin will be on a musical called "Grease." The other three will perform in a project group.
--In the drama, you'll be the top 0.1% luxurious youth.
"I get to learn horse riding and violin, and also go to film overseas. I heard that I get to be on a private jet and I'm already anticipating it. I've been diligently getting skin massages too. (laugh) Jun Kisang PD keep trying to scare me by saying, "Hyunjoong. Working hard is not the same as doing well."
-A lot of people remember you from "Can you get refills for love?" from debut times.
"The memory is somewhat embarrassing. (laughs) I was a newbie so I was on the show for two months to get people to know my face. I'm taking lessons for this drama and I want to break the prejudice that I'm a singer turned actor. I want to be able to hear, "I never knew such sides to Kim Hyunjoong existed."
-What will you do if your acting becomes an issue.
"That shouldn't happen but if it does, I'll just take the criticism. I'm against people blindly complimenting me even if that person is a fan. If that person really cares about me, I think they should tell me things even if it's painful. That way, I can improve. I'm really trying not to get bad reviews so I'm planning to take my acting teacher even when I go film overseas. (laughs) I'm even planning to pay for the teacher's trip with my pay from the drama."
------
For this drama, he has already filmed all the episodes for "We got married" for December. Following Alex and Shinae couple, the "Lettuce" couple will also leave the program at the end of the year. When asked "Is singing or acting more difficult?" Kim Hyunjoong answered, "they both require you to coordinate well so neither is easy. But acting is still a bit more unfamiliar."
_____
Part 2
-----
-Do you like the nickname that you're "Fourth Dimensional?"
"I like it now but initially, I thought they meant that I'm like a "dol-I" (retard/crazy person) so I didn't feel good. I'm interpreting it now as something like "having unique charms." (laughs) In that way, I think everyone has some tendencies to be 4th dimensional.
--Do you have an actor or an actress you like? If you had to name just one?
"I like Yoo Haejin. I've probably watched "Tazza" about 12 times. He has a unique character of his own and acts so well."
--What do you consider important in daily life?
"Say hello or goodbye. Not because it's a form of respect but just to let the other person know that you know them. If you skip this, it's easy to start small troubles. So I always tell people that I'm going home before leaving, no matter how drunk I am. I'm never gone with the wind. (laughs)"
-Who is a friend celebrity that you can call even at 2 AM?
"Hero Jaejoong and Micky Yoochun, and TOP. These three are the best friends. When we meet, we don't let anyone else join us. (laughs) And the friends from Songpagu Chamshil who never left me for 23 years are also my family. Sukchon lake Shinchol eatery street was our stage. I hung out in such a small area that I the first time I had gone out of Seoul outside of my graduation trip was after I became a singer.
--I heard you invested in a chicken restaurant with your friends.
"It wasn't an investment for profit. There are about 10 close friends that promised to be together for life and one of them opened a chicken restaurant. We promised each other that we'd support each other if one of us become successful. These are friends who know me better than my mom. We made a secret hideout in the room attached to the restaurant. We even put TV, sofa and blankets there."
-What was the most embarrassing thing you had to do recently.
"I went to a nail care shop with a friend couple and it was really embarrassing. (laughs) I personally think that my life was "The time of unrefined person" (from political gang drama) but I found myself getting my nails done like from a girl comic so it was embarrassing. (laughs) I don't think I can go there again."
-If you could become invisible for one day?
"At one point, I wanted to visit the women's bath house or go to the bank but I've changed my mind. What's so good about going to the bank? They'll still be able to see the money floating by. Instead of being invisible, I wish I could move really fast. I want to do the schedules quickly so I can get another hour of sleep.
-Is it exhausting to live as an idol star in Korea?
"Everyone's different but I'm fairly free. I tend to not worry about what my fans think too much. Sometimes there are fans pacing in front of our dorm really late at night and I scold them and send them home. I don't want them to regret having liked me when they become adults so I intentionally treat them coldly. Of course, I'm thankful that they're my fans. My dream is to rent a small stage when I'm in my 40-50's and to perform for fans who have become parents. And to go have soju with them after the performance or to do charity events. Just thinking about it makes me happy."
--Do you ever regret having dropped out?
"There wasn't much I could do with just a middle school diploma. Wherever I went, the term "drop out" followed me. I realized that Korea is not a country based on abilities when I was seventeen. I think there's still a far way to go to become a developed nation."
-If you could go back to the Chamshil middle school days, what would you do?
"I think I would participate more with the school band "Aksus" (means to scream). When I was fourteen, I went to Nakwon stores to buy base guitar with 70 000 won (about 70 dollars) for the first time. It was actually 80 000 won but the owner saw my stack of 1000 won (~ $1) bills and gave me 10 000 discount.
-Were there no support from your parents?
"At the time, if you wanted to formally learn music with lessons, it cost about 3 000 000 won (~$3000) a month. My dad was having a hard time with his business so I couldn't ask him for money. There were times that I despaired that "music is really money." I remember practicing 8 hours a day until the speakers from the computer broke.
-What do you think you would be doing if you weren't a singer?
"I don't think I can be a salary man so I think I would have part time jobs. I don't think it's necessary to have formal work if you live for your own enjoyment. I think the people who work in firms despite complaining do that because they value money more. In a way, you trade time for money. Happiness doesn't come out of a bank account. Once, I made 100 000 000 won (almost 100 grand) but currently, the balance in my account is 2 600 won. (~ $26 ) But I still don't think I need anything.
-Really?
"Why would I lie? There was a time I had part time jobs and sold things and made 100 000 000 won. The way to make money? It's simple. You just have to not spend it. There were times when I worried over 100 won. But now, I eat the meat I like and spend more but whenever I see my friends, it's still Dutch pay.
-----
Part 3
----
-What's the most valuable thing?
"My friends. Even if I become penniless, my friends will help me until I can stand on my own. Beautiful women are transient memories but friends are eternal.
-What kind of a son are you?
"I'm a cold son who doesn't talk much. I can never say "thank you" or "I love you." There were times when I got into gang fights and my parents had to get me from the police station. The settlement fee cost them several 10 000 000 won. I really want to do well for my mother who was treated like a criminal because of me. I want to repay them for all the bad things I've done. I have one older brother who is currently in them military and he used to do quite well in school.
-You get attention wherever you go. How is your satisfaction level?
"Popularity? It's not worth anything. They say I look good and cool now but someday, it'll all leave me. I'm really nothing and it's just a brief moment of spotlight."
-What's the scariest thing in your life?
"The people. Especially, the people who badmouth people behind their backs are the scariest. I don't want people to be hurt because of me but I don't want to be hurt either. "
-In your opinion, what kind of a person is Kim Hyunjoong?
"Someone who tries to have a humane feel to him. Last year, I wanted to go to TaeAn to clean the rocks but I couldn't go because I didn't want people to say I was just doing it for my own image. I want to be someone who can act and say what I want without worrying about what others say. There are people who even donate their kidneys and I always feel regretful that I seem to live my life without doing any good deeds."
-Is there a reason you came to love comics?
"After I dropped out and ran away from home, I lived with friends for almost one year. But when that was impossible, the best place to go was a comic shop that cost 1400 won per hour. There were also times I rode the subway at Ddooksum station without a ticket and had to pay 30 times the fee. And other times I got caught but I just ran away. I'd like to apologies to the metro association workers."
-Why didn't you go home?
"I couldn’t because of my pride. (laughs) One time, I had no money but I was so hungry, I ordered 8 servings of ddukbokki and sausages and fries and ate it and ran away. I ran whole 2 km and felt so sad that I almost cried. I told myself, "I'm never going to forget this day." I'd like to apologize to the Shinrimdong fast-food restaurant owner as well."
-How did you come to have your debut?
"I got scouted when I was working at TGI but it turned out to be a fraudulent company. They made me work really hard and told me it was a Hallyu project and then tried to sell me to China. It was supposed to be a 5 member group at that time as well and I almost ended up in China for just 5 000 000 won (~ $5000) contract fee. After that, someone introduced me to DSP and I became a trainee and trained really hard for 1 1/2 years. The CEO is famous for being scary but to me, he feels like a father."
At the question whether Kim Hyunjoong would re-sign a contract with them, he stated that "Unless the agency kicks me out, I want to stay at DSP."
-Did you learn dancing from he beginning?
"There is a bit of story to that. At the beginning, they were going to make me a band but somewhere along the way, they changed and told me to learn to dance. I was disappointed but when I saw the 8000 people in the fan club, I thought "This must be my path in life." For the fans, I decided to leave the guitar for a bit and learn to dance."
He has two cell phones. One of them has an image of the fans cheering with balloons. The first saved number is his home. The rest is empty. He said he likes to memorize numbers so he remembers the phone numbers of 30 of his friends.
-People must be sad when you stop "We Got Married" next month.
"I felt happy filming "We Got Married." Even the Dongdaemoon intestines restaurant ladies call me "Kid groom" and specially give me the side dishes for employees. I can feel the increased popularity.
-What kind of a woman are you attracted to in real life?
"I like a woman who seem like a real genuine human. Rather than someone who does what I want, I want someone like a friend who will put her arms around my shoulders when I'm drunk. I want to get married around thirty and I want to be a good father and a good husband."
-The last question. What do you want on your tombstone when you die?
"I hadn't thought about it. (thinks about it for a while) I think I'd like a cozy picture of my family engraved on it instead of words. I think that would be more valuable and happy than a hundred phrases."
credits: muish@soompi
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