I'm Sorry

Dear mum,

I'm sorry and I know I'm a big dissapointment to you,

22 out of 38 in class is not good enough,

It's not the results I want neither,

I understand that you put great expectations on me,

Since I was in primary 1 you have always expected the best from me,

And till today I still fail to fulfill your expectations...

Maybe I don't deserve you as my mother...

You always give me the best while all I can give you in return is just dissapointment.

I've always said I'll try my best...and I did.

But I'm just borned this way,

A failure for my whole life.....

Wouldn't it be better if I was borned dumb?

This way,you wouldn't have to put so much expectations on me and you wouldn't be dissapointed.

How I wish this would all just end here,

If only my life would end here....

I always try to fulfill your expectations but I just can't!

My results are never outstanding...

And the end result always ends up in dissapointment.

I'm really sorry for not able to be the daughter you expect me to be.

I too apologise for bringing you feelings of sorrow and dissapointment through out the fourteen years of my life till now.

But maybe sorry won't help but that's the best I can do for now.

Once again,I'M SORRY.